i'm such a lush
if i were 21, right about now i'd be hammered. why? to block out everything i don't wanna think about and to block the things out that i am thinking about and know that i shouldn't. i wonder if mike (work buddy) would spare some percocet...nah he's a greedy bastard.
o no i'm becoming my grandmother. soon i'll be drunk cooking dinner spouting out cuss words new to the english language and my husband will be alone in his principles in the darkness of the den. whoa...flash backs. on the topic of my grandparents last week i had a dream about them which convinced me that i should pay them a visit. but i don't have the time and i don't want to rehash old feelings in a graveyard. at some point i'll have to get some flowers and go have a lana lang/smallville moment in the cemetary. i really need to go because when i was drving to school i was overcome by this overwhelming feeling of sadness concerning my grandpa. hoepfully if i go it will make me feel better. i dunno if anything can make me feel better.
well even though there is prolly more to say i want to stop and aimlessly surf.
o no i'm becoming my grandmother. soon i'll be drunk cooking dinner spouting out cuss words new to the english language and my husband will be alone in his principles in the darkness of the den. whoa...flash backs. on the topic of my grandparents last week i had a dream about them which convinced me that i should pay them a visit. but i don't have the time and i don't want to rehash old feelings in a graveyard. at some point i'll have to get some flowers and go have a lana lang/smallville moment in the cemetary. i really need to go because when i was drving to school i was overcome by this overwhelming feeling of sadness concerning my grandpa. hoepfully if i go it will make me feel better. i dunno if anything can make me feel better.
well even though there is prolly more to say i want to stop and aimlessly surf.