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May 08, 2005 22:08

When I was a small child, everything was an adventure. Some days I was a princess. Some days I was a doctor. Some days I was a tiny little fairy. Now...well now, I wake up every morning and I'm just myself. Everyone is so serious all the time. And if they aren't serious, they're being sarcastic. I'm sick of sarcasm. Sarcasm is just a way of saying what you really mean but escaping the consequences of your feelings. I want to feel what I feel. I want to express what I feel. I want to face the consequences of how I feel...whether they be positive or negative. And even though I don't want to escape the wonderful world of being grown up, I'd like to let the big bad world go from time to time and just be. Is that allowed? Surely it must be. So here I am, saying what I mean, meaning what I say, and never quite growing up. I hope that's alright with everyone.
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