I need direction to perfection. ohh no no no help me outt;./. ;-)
Hello Loves.../ I never update anymore...not that it matters lol i never get comments but im so freakin bored so im updating anyways i dont even care!!
-I've had a lot on my mind lately, stupidly i still care about some f'n loser i wish he would quit being a baby & let me explain so we could be us again. gah
- I miss so many ppl for some reason ive just been thinking & so many ppl have left or drifted away & so many more will be doing the same very soon. Theres nothing good about goodbyes, in fact I hate goodbyes..!
- Today my horoscope said.."You may be required to accept things as they are -- you've gone as far as you can.It's time to put your goals first. Set out a list of small steps that will help you achieve these ambitions, then start knocking them off that list one by one."../Thats really weird because 5 days ago I made a goal for myself..& have tried to give up but thanks to a few people I have stuck to it no matter how bad i cried & wanted to give up I will NOT give up.!
-My Lovescope said "You can reach out and make a strong connection with just about anyone right now, so if there's someone who needs to hear from you, go for it. It's a great time to repair damaged relationships."
../Here by going by this one i would very well just be giving up everything i have worked for. I'm holding back from people, i'm blocking myself away from my friends! Which in so many ways is the very most wrong thing to do..I don't know though i mean friendships arent made to be broken by wrong assumptions right? i'm very confused but I will go with my heart & do as i wish i believe.
--I have nothing to worry about tonight..I'm going up to paws & in the hopes of having a good time i usually do.But i have to go finnish getting ready & im goin to lay in the tanning bed I WILL get tan SOON lol..Peace outt
../Leave me some loves.../xoxoxo
beth <33
-I've had a lot on my mind lately, stupidly i still care about some f'n loser i wish he would quit being a baby & let me explain so we could be us again. gah
- I miss so many ppl for some reason ive just been thinking & so many ppl have left or drifted away & so many more will be doing the same very soon. Theres nothing good about goodbyes, in fact I hate goodbyes..!
- Today my horoscope said.."You may be required to accept things as they are -- you've gone as far as you can.It's time to put your goals first. Set out a list of small steps that will help you achieve these ambitions, then start knocking them off that list one by one."../Thats really weird because 5 days ago I made a goal for myself..& have tried to give up but thanks to a few people I have stuck to it no matter how bad i cried & wanted to give up I will NOT give up.!
-My Lovescope said "You can reach out and make a strong connection with just about anyone right now, so if there's someone who needs to hear from you, go for it. It's a great time to repair damaged relationships."
../Here by going by this one i would very well just be giving up everything i have worked for. I'm holding back from people, i'm blocking myself away from my friends! Which in so many ways is the very most wrong thing to do..I don't know though i mean friendships arent made to be broken by wrong assumptions right? i'm very confused but I will go with my heart & do as i wish i believe.
--I have nothing to worry about tonight..I'm going up to paws & in the hopes of having a good time i usually do.But i have to go finnish getting ready & im goin to lay in the tanning bed I WILL get tan SOON lol..Peace outt
../Leave me some loves.../xoxoxo
beth <33