I still love him
Needless to say "D" and I have been thru alot. UPs and downs and twists and turns, and we still manage to stay together. Today was a bad day. Was a good day for me, but turned into a bad day when Mr. Grumpy woke up for work. He's taken alot out on me lately, mainly cause I have been here cause I took a couple Vac. days(I needed a break and I'm sick). He was very irritated today and there wasn't a damn thing I could do to make it any better. He's been work his ass off taking alot of overtime(I hope he's saving for a ring,lol) and hasn't had more than a day off work in the past 2 weeks.
Well like I said he was very irritated. I made lunch, he barely had time to eat 3 bites out of the grilled cheese and soup i made. I was hurt. I'll be honest. I tried to do something nice and it didn't make a difference. I know it wasn't anything I did, but its hard not to take the frustration personally.
He left for work and I sat here feeling like shit. I was hurt and angry and just not knowing what to do.
He surprized me. My friend got here and I was telling her bout his attitude. Then the phone rang. It was him. Calling to apologize. It was definatley good he did that. I was beginning to feel like I was at my wits end. We talked for a few minutes and I told him that I was hurt and glad he called. I needed that. We agreed to go out to dinner Fri night and to a movie. We definately need to do that. (there's other things we need to do but I won't go into detail there,,,,,,,,,hahaha)
So all is back to normal on the home front. I'm still fighting this damn cold. Been drinking lots of orange juice and taking some Vitamin C. I feel better except for this cough. I picked up some of that mucinex i have seen advertised. It seems to be helping. I hate being sick. Doesn't help that Dan stays 20ft away from me when I'm sick. Which I guess is good so we don't pass it back and forth, but I'M LONELY!!
I think I'm over the contagious part. I always get this cough when i get a cold. I have a bad habit of being a smoker(no don't scold me I know its bad). I think Im gonna start trying to quit this winter. It dawned on me the other week that I'm 25 years old. Been smoking since I was 15. Yea 10 years is long enough. That and the dirtly looks from non smokers really does get old. I do promise to NEVER EVER degrade someone who smokes. There is no sense in it and this is a free country. But sometimes I wonder.
I see that I am rambling. Probably cause I'm bored. Another night home alone. *sigh*
To everyone who reads this (like one person *waves* hi billie!) Have a Happy Thanksgiving!!
Everyone be safe and don't over stuff yourselves on the turkey!
Gobble Gobble!!
Well like I said he was very irritated. I made lunch, he barely had time to eat 3 bites out of the grilled cheese and soup i made. I was hurt. I'll be honest. I tried to do something nice and it didn't make a difference. I know it wasn't anything I did, but its hard not to take the frustration personally.
He left for work and I sat here feeling like shit. I was hurt and angry and just not knowing what to do.
He surprized me. My friend got here and I was telling her bout his attitude. Then the phone rang. It was him. Calling to apologize. It was definatley good he did that. I was beginning to feel like I was at my wits end. We talked for a few minutes and I told him that I was hurt and glad he called. I needed that. We agreed to go out to dinner Fri night and to a movie. We definately need to do that. (there's other things we need to do but I won't go into detail there,,,,,,,,,hahaha)
So all is back to normal on the home front. I'm still fighting this damn cold. Been drinking lots of orange juice and taking some Vitamin C. I feel better except for this cough. I picked up some of that mucinex i have seen advertised. It seems to be helping. I hate being sick. Doesn't help that Dan stays 20ft away from me when I'm sick. Which I guess is good so we don't pass it back and forth, but I'M LONELY!!
I think I'm over the contagious part. I always get this cough when i get a cold. I have a bad habit of being a smoker(no don't scold me I know its bad). I think Im gonna start trying to quit this winter. It dawned on me the other week that I'm 25 years old. Been smoking since I was 15. Yea 10 years is long enough. That and the dirtly looks from non smokers really does get old. I do promise to NEVER EVER degrade someone who smokes. There is no sense in it and this is a free country. But sometimes I wonder.
I see that I am rambling. Probably cause I'm bored. Another night home alone. *sigh*
To everyone who reads this (like one person *waves* hi billie!) Have a Happy Thanksgiving!!
Everyone be safe and don't over stuff yourselves on the turkey!
Gobble Gobble!!