So yes its been A LONG time since I have updated. Things have been nuts around here since X-mas. Where to start ( Read more... )

I am so freaken proud of myself. I decorated our first x-mas tree all by myself and it looks BEAUTIFUL! We went with a blue and silver theme with blue and white lights. I keep staring at it. I can't believe I decorated this thing, but I know I did cause I am covered in glitter. I can't wait for people to come over and see it. Dan would have helped ( Read more... )

I hope everyone had a nice Thanksgiving. I spent mine with my step-mom's side. Always good food. I really didn't eat too much since I'm still getting over a nasty cold that has KICKED MY ASS!! I'm starting to feel a lil better and not all food tastes like cardboard right now. Still have a cough and if I bend over or stand up too fast my head feels ( Read more... )

Needless to say "D" and I have been thru alot. UPs and downs and twists and turns, and we still manage to stay together. Today was a bad day. Was a good day for me, but turned into a bad day when Mr. Grumpy woke up for work. He's taken alot out on me lately, mainly cause I have been here cause I took a couple Vac. days(I needed a break and I'm sick ( Read more... )

I wish I could blame Dan for our problems. Unfortunately I can't. Our problems stem from the fact that he works ALL the time. I know this job is more money and I know he likes it, but I am so freaken lonely. And the hour or two we do spend together one of us is tired and grouchy so the lil bit of communication we do have lately ends up in bickering ( Read more... )

This again been a pretty bad week. Not for me personally, but for another friend of mine. There's no right way to say this. I found out on Tuesday that a friend of mine from work, that her 16 yr old son shot himself outside there home sometime saturday night while both her and her b/f were away. To say the least I was stunned for the simple fact ( Read more... )

Well I just got back a lil bit ago from the funeral home ( Read more... )

Where to begin. I guess I should start with the good part of the weekend. My friend Tony got married on saturday. I can't even explain how beautiful the whole thing was. I was worried that Dan wasn't gonna be able to go to the reception with me because he offered himself to go help his friend do something early saturday morning. However to my ( Read more... )

I'm doing pretty well if I do say. I'm not as stressed out at work cause frankly I don't give a shit bout the petty bitchy people I have to work around. I have come to realize they are the ones with issues NOT ME! I refuse to stoop to the level I have seen some reach ( Read more... )

To say this time of year for me is really hard is an understatement. Its almost like in the back of my mind somewhere I'm 13 years old again watching my mother die all over again. I can't see it or remember it vividly, but the emotions and emptiness are all there. I feel bad for Dan right having to put up with me like this. He'll ask all the time ( Read more... )