Meh
So, Im back in Podunk. Alone. Colin left this morning. My heart feels ripped out of my chest. No one knows the future, but, I have a feeling its really over for us. Ive seen my husband for the very last time. Ive no regrets. I honestly enjoyed my time in England. I wish things could have worked out differently. I love Colin with all my heart. Always will. And right now, he is still my husband. Even being 4000+ miles apart wont change that. Being 4000+ miles apart just makes me sad. Ive slept a lot today. And cried. And slept. At least while Im sleeping, I dont cry. Or at least I dont think I do. It sucks