WTF, UNIVERSE?!?!?!??!

Dec 15, 2010 20:38

My kitten, Rogue, has swallowed string, which has obstructed his intestines. The surgery to fix this will run $1000-$1700. I do not have this. Nor do I have the $100 per month for the next ten to 17 months for the payment plan. Besides, if I miss a payment, they take me to court, rather than collections. Swell. So now, I'm faced with an unthinkable choice. It makes me sick, because I may lose my kitten to POVERTY, not illness/injury. It disgusts me. I'm disgusted with myself that I could even consider this, but I don't know what else to do. Why does EVERYTHING have to be so hard all the time? Why did this have to happen on the day I'm supposed to be working on my final paper for Practice?

I still have amazing friends (without which, I would not be here). I still have my job. There are two bright, sunshiny spots in a vast sea of misery. Seriously, fuck my life (no, I'm not a danger to myself or others).
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