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Life has been just awesome married to Bryan..
Some things seem to have faded from my life but it is probably for the very best.
We have officially 4 more weeks before baby bryson is here. This pregnancy has been incredibly amazing other than the fact that I went from 145lbs to almost 180lbs which is typically perfect but I feel humungous :( but I am not complaining--I know I still look great and I am nothing but proud to be bringing another life into this world--especially into such a loving family!
I'm not quite aware if I have posted lately about a few things that have been going on.. Malissa (My momma in law) & Gram Renie (Gramma in law) held my baby shower for me on aug 12th and did such a beautiful job.. It was good to have my true friends there, of course one of them that couldn't be there bc of distance of course Tammy who will ALWAYS be a true friend regardless of distance. To start off with some great news, Tammy & chris are Prego :) So our babies will be a little over 7 months apart and my friend michelle is also prego which our babies will be a little over 6 months apart. I am so very happy for them.
Originally Bryans' grandma trinket offered to throw my baby shower for me and I accepted although unfortunately which was not at all expected passed away almost a month ago which was devastating to say the very least. We were all so close with her, Bryan especially.. I know he is so hurt from it and I am too, esp from knowing her only for a short time but getting to know her as well as I did and the fun times we all had together but most of all for the love she had for my Bryan! She wasn't very thrilled that we had chosen to start a family but she soon realized it was what we wanted to do and loved us for it but worst of all is the fact that she will never meet li'l Bryson but I know she will be looking down on us seeing what a lovely boy he will grow to be because he has such an incredible father that she helped mold in this life. God bless her soul she is missed so much!
Another few who passed was a guy who went to db allll the time joey rodeheaver who reminded me of jordan roth from college and i adored and last thing he officially said to me was "look at that shitter on that critter" haha who comes up with that.. definitely a lively soul that was taken. but from our knowledge it was by an overdose, which im' sure it was entirely accidental bc was such a happy soul.
Prior to him was a girl I went to Junior high with who I just came into contact with not even 2 weeks prior named rebekah boyer whom i could never forget.. but she too will never be forgotten.
Then today which brought me to post in lj was Bryans' very good friend mark gaydos whom we just seen less than a week ago who has been living and working with toth & lee for dave.. I didn't know him very well but he sure seemed like quite a nice guy whom coincidentally lived a few houses down from his gram trinket :(
As far as my family goes, my parents are thrilled for this baby and just want to buy buy buy for him and I'm glad they are.. I wish there was a way that I could be less aggravated when i'm around them, I know the problem lies within the fact that my dad constantly puts down my mom and I guess I just get tired of it.. Hopefully things seem to fall into place properly when Bryson arrives.. I mean it has been well over 25 years since they've been around a baby in the family lol..
My grandma is still at Mt. Macrina and she doesn't really recognize me any longer but she refers back to childhood frequently so I'm under the assumption that it is a case of alteimerz but I get a lil aggravated also when I go there because of it but I really do need to learn to have some patience! I still pray that one day I'll walk in there and she'll be so happy to see me b/c she knows exactly who i am.. All that matters in reality if that doesn't happen though is that I do have some wonderful memories of her. Although in every similar situation I wish I would have spent a lil more time with her instead of being so selfish trying to live my own life.
I'm actually hoping that we have an option with our landlord to rent to buy, I've come to the conclusion that if Bryan and I do file bankruptcy and ten years down the road have a new start on our credit that what we own now can be profitable in the long run and esp with the dogs and I would love to know that putting a fence in would be worth our while to do if we will soon own. I have high hopes and hope that somehow something turns out for the best for us.
Current status of our lovely puppers.. Bocefus is doing great, he barely favors his broken (now healed) leg and berkley had a run in with a car door the other day and he's still sore from it but he got his updated rabies shot but yet is in need for some flea treatment.. poor li'l guy.. we're working on it though :)
Well I think it's about time I get back to learning about my baby before he arrives in this big ole world!
Some things seem to have faded from my life but it is probably for the very best.
We have officially 4 more weeks before baby bryson is here. This pregnancy has been incredibly amazing other than the fact that I went from 145lbs to almost 180lbs which is typically perfect but I feel humungous :( but I am not complaining--I know I still look great and I am nothing but proud to be bringing another life into this world--especially into such a loving family!
I'm not quite aware if I have posted lately about a few things that have been going on.. Malissa (My momma in law) & Gram Renie (Gramma in law) held my baby shower for me on aug 12th and did such a beautiful job.. It was good to have my true friends there, of course one of them that couldn't be there bc of distance of course Tammy who will ALWAYS be a true friend regardless of distance. To start off with some great news, Tammy & chris are Prego :) So our babies will be a little over 7 months apart and my friend michelle is also prego which our babies will be a little over 6 months apart. I am so very happy for them.
Originally Bryans' grandma trinket offered to throw my baby shower for me and I accepted although unfortunately which was not at all expected passed away almost a month ago which was devastating to say the very least. We were all so close with her, Bryan especially.. I know he is so hurt from it and I am too, esp from knowing her only for a short time but getting to know her as well as I did and the fun times we all had together but most of all for the love she had for my Bryan! She wasn't very thrilled that we had chosen to start a family but she soon realized it was what we wanted to do and loved us for it but worst of all is the fact that she will never meet li'l Bryson but I know she will be looking down on us seeing what a lovely boy he will grow to be because he has such an incredible father that she helped mold in this life. God bless her soul she is missed so much!
Another few who passed was a guy who went to db allll the time joey rodeheaver who reminded me of jordan roth from college and i adored and last thing he officially said to me was "look at that shitter on that critter" haha who comes up with that.. definitely a lively soul that was taken. but from our knowledge it was by an overdose, which im' sure it was entirely accidental bc was such a happy soul.
Prior to him was a girl I went to Junior high with who I just came into contact with not even 2 weeks prior named rebekah boyer whom i could never forget.. but she too will never be forgotten.
Then today which brought me to post in lj was Bryans' very good friend mark gaydos whom we just seen less than a week ago who has been living and working with toth & lee for dave.. I didn't know him very well but he sure seemed like quite a nice guy whom coincidentally lived a few houses down from his gram trinket :(
As far as my family goes, my parents are thrilled for this baby and just want to buy buy buy for him and I'm glad they are.. I wish there was a way that I could be less aggravated when i'm around them, I know the problem lies within the fact that my dad constantly puts down my mom and I guess I just get tired of it.. Hopefully things seem to fall into place properly when Bryson arrives.. I mean it has been well over 25 years since they've been around a baby in the family lol..
My grandma is still at Mt. Macrina and she doesn't really recognize me any longer but she refers back to childhood frequently so I'm under the assumption that it is a case of alteimerz but I get a lil aggravated also when I go there because of it but I really do need to learn to have some patience! I still pray that one day I'll walk in there and she'll be so happy to see me b/c she knows exactly who i am.. All that matters in reality if that doesn't happen though is that I do have some wonderful memories of her. Although in every similar situation I wish I would have spent a lil more time with her instead of being so selfish trying to live my own life.
I'm actually hoping that we have an option with our landlord to rent to buy, I've come to the conclusion that if Bryan and I do file bankruptcy and ten years down the road have a new start on our credit that what we own now can be profitable in the long run and esp with the dogs and I would love to know that putting a fence in would be worth our while to do if we will soon own. I have high hopes and hope that somehow something turns out for the best for us.
Current status of our lovely puppers.. Bocefus is doing great, he barely favors his broken (now healed) leg and berkley had a run in with a car door the other day and he's still sore from it but he got his updated rabies shot but yet is in need for some flea treatment.. poor li'l guy.. we're working on it though :)
Well I think it's about time I get back to learning about my baby before he arrives in this big ole world!