she did promise she'd wait.
good morning.
i am home for a night.
well its morning now.
my grandpa died last week, and his funeral today.
i went to the viewing yesterday. it was so hard, and i kept telling myself that i wasnt going to cry and break down and let people see because it bothered me to have all these people try to comfort me when all i wanted to do was run away from it all. so when i started breaking down, i ran to the bathroom. hid of for a while by myself. i did go to the hospital to see grandpa last week. he looked frail and old and like any second he would pass. he waited for me to get there before he left us. grandpas funeral home is the same one as dads was ofcourse. and its all in the same room. talk about deja vu.
so that boy chris..we broke up.
i mean we never made the break up official..but i know its over.
im not sad about it at all.
he was very mean to me and was such an asshole.
last week he was mad that i didnt wanna come over and he said mean things over text and we havnt talked since.
brandon thomas..he might come visit me tomorrow..although i better not hold my breath.
i have waited for him forever. a whole year. i wait for him to come back to me.
and well i guess he got a car recently. hes been visiting everyone except me ofcourse.
he says tomorrow he will try and come see me for a few hours.
im praying he comes through.
my heart still aches for that boy.
when he told me he might come a wave of warm happiness ran through my whole body.
i am home for a night.
well its morning now.
my grandpa died last week, and his funeral today.
i went to the viewing yesterday. it was so hard, and i kept telling myself that i wasnt going to cry and break down and let people see because it bothered me to have all these people try to comfort me when all i wanted to do was run away from it all. so when i started breaking down, i ran to the bathroom. hid of for a while by myself. i did go to the hospital to see grandpa last week. he looked frail and old and like any second he would pass. he waited for me to get there before he left us. grandpas funeral home is the same one as dads was ofcourse. and its all in the same room. talk about deja vu.
so that boy chris..we broke up.
i mean we never made the break up official..but i know its over.
im not sad about it at all.
he was very mean to me and was such an asshole.
last week he was mad that i didnt wanna come over and he said mean things over text and we havnt talked since.
brandon thomas..he might come visit me tomorrow..although i better not hold my breath.
i have waited for him forever. a whole year. i wait for him to come back to me.
and well i guess he got a car recently. hes been visiting everyone except me ofcourse.
he says tomorrow he will try and come see me for a few hours.
im praying he comes through.
my heart still aches for that boy.
when he told me he might come a wave of warm happiness ran through my whole body.