beyond aggravated
i hate you. i hate that i let you get to me. you're not an important part of my life, yet your actions hurt me more than anything else in my life. i have got to stop letting people get to me. you call yourself a friend? who the fuck are u? maybe you need a reality check into what a friend really is...because true friends don't pull shit like that to other friends. i would NEVER do anything even remotely close to being in the same ballpark as to what you did to me. i thought i could get over it, but i guess i can't. i've never been so hurt and relieved at the same time...you actually in a fucked up way did me the favor. because u made me realize i don't need people like you in my life. so pack your shit, and leave me alone, go crying to the other shoulder...it's obvious you don't need me, as much as you need them......