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Hehe this is very funny. I love that. So those are my true colors hehe. I got to spend the last five days with my baby at his mom's in Rockland. It was pretty good. I miss my baby soo much. He got a really good new job and is relatively happy there. Which makes me really happy. We started doing some of his school work and he doesn't hate me yet so that makes me happy.
I think I finally got to stand in his shoes for a minute. Which was not such a fun experience. We were both leaving at the same time. But John drove off while I was telling his mom and the new puppy Sam and Mariah (the older doggie) goodbye.
And as he drove out of the drive it was like there was a weight in my chest that dropped right onto my heart. Wow if I am doing this to John every weekend when I leave I am abusing my poor boyfriend.
Does anyone else feel this way when they are parted from their loved ones?
Ok well i just finished waxing my car so I am going to go to bed soonish after a bit more of my nightly John discussion fix. Night all.
Love ya and miss you baby
Beth Anne