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soo everyone my life has been pretty boring just like laying out tanning all the time sunday katherine came over and we just chilled and made fun of a certain person tehehe then we went to the seven head concert at my church with jayme and isaac and the concert was amazing and i came home and amelia ended up calling me at like 12 at night and we talked till 2 am and i just like set my mind at ease about alot of that stuff and wow that girl is amazing and then monday i did like nothign excpet hang out with the little kids we were babysitting and then tuesday i like went tanning then went to our soccer game which we won we're still undefeated and dang this team was playing dirty and there sweeper had the nerve to get in our forwards face and the reff didn't even give her a red card i was mad and then heather came over afterwards and we sat on my porch during the thunderstorm and watched the lightning then just sat outside for awhile came inside watched Old School that movies sooo bad but funny and aww heather hurted her ankle at soccer and then ummm today she had to leave at like 1 and now i'm doing like nothing and tomrrow last practice for soccer then we have all games and ummmm yeah so the next part is were i talk about feelingsd and stuff so be prepared....
this is gunna sound to typical but i have no idea who i am i felt like when i was homeschooled i knew exacly who i was nothing changed that i knew exacly who my friends were but this year i feel like my opinion on everythings changed just even how i dress everything and i unno i feel like i hace no place to belong yeah i shrug it off cause like even tho everyones like you belong to such a click beth but theres clicks even inside of it and i feel like the people i just really wanna chill with and be friends with don't wanna chill and be friends with me and i unno i use to be soo sure of myself and who i was and now everything i knew and was sure of is gone and i unno whatever high schools about finding yourself i'll figure it out...
this is gunna sound to typical but i have no idea who i am i felt like when i was homeschooled i knew exacly who i was nothing changed that i knew exacly who my friends were but this year i feel like my opinion on everythings changed just even how i dress everything and i unno i feel like i hace no place to belong yeah i shrug it off cause like even tho everyones like you belong to such a click beth but theres clicks even inside of it and i feel like the people i just really wanna chill with and be friends with don't wanna chill and be friends with me and i unno i use to be soo sure of myself and who i was and now everything i knew and was sure of is gone and i unno whatever high schools about finding yourself i'll figure it out...