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Tomorrow is my last "regular" day as an unemployed person. I leave for Disney on Sunday, will be there all next week, and then I start the new job on the 30th. It feels a little strange. Today I worked on some stuff, but mostly was lazy. I'm torn between wanting to maximize my remaining time before I start working, i.e. fill every minute of the day, and wanting to be as lazy and still as possible. Soon my life will be structured again.
I think that I'm ready to start working but the thought makes me a little anxious. It's more than just angst over learning peoples' names and where stuff is and what my job will actually consist of. My last work experience was so frantic and, let's face it, unpleasant - a whole lot of work but I never felt like I was doing an adequate job. And then, the cherry on the sundae was that they laid me off. Totally unfulfilling and soul crushing the entire way through. I don't ever want that again. I get different vibes about the new job. I hope I'm right.
This time, next week, Sue and Charlotte and I will be at Hollywood Studios, according to the schedule. It'll be my 5th day at Disneyworld and I'll likely be used to a "wake up, go to a park, nap in the afternoon by the pool, go to a park for dinner and fireworks schedule."
The thought fills me with a warm and fuzzy feeling, much like a kiss on the forehead by the warm Florida sun.