so lucky
I found myself in these moments. where I feel so lucky. where I feel so fulfilled. I love Tallahassee. I love the friends I've made the moments I have shared. Tonight Alli, Chels and I went to Bulls and we ran into angela. And the night wasn't about being pretty or having drinks. It was about standing with two of my good friends and screaming the words to "living on a prayer." I am so lucky for that. I'm also coming to realize as much as I love that word I long to be "domesticated," at the end of the day this is what it comes down to. I love my friends dearly and I love my time spent with them. but what I really want...I really want to go home throw on a movie and snuggle up to darren. To wake up and make him breakfast and kiss him before he goes to work. What I really want is to be there when he has a bad day to cheer him up. I like to think darren is my one. I hope he is. because I can't imagine anything better then sharing life with him. I love being at home when he gets home from work and cooking him dinner. I love helping him with his car even tho my only job is to get the tools (which I usually get wrong). but I love it. and I love him. And I am so lucky and so blessed to have him in my life. To have my life. At times I get so negative. And thing the world is crashing down. but it always comes together. Everything will be okay no matter what. I just need him to hold me in his arms ( I can't wait for a year from now because hopefully that will happen every night :) ). I just need my friends to scream 80's songs with me.