It's so sunny outside!
Bright sunlight in Pittsburgh is rare enough that when it does happen it's always welcome, even at 8 AM on a weekend, when you'd rather be sleeping. Mmmm - feels good to be awake, even though I'm still tired from last night.
It's been a long week. I didn't finish an A. Calc homework for the first time this semester, and it makes me feel dirty inside. This is (part of) my major, right? Even if the class is crazy and the book is lame, I'm supposed to be able to do this. But I can't, or at least I couldn't this week, and it kills me to admit it. I can't escape the blindingly simple logic that says that if I were smart, none of this would be a problem.
The show in the UC comes down today. Since I also have to go to the printmaking studio, and help out the ALLIES booth, it looks like it will be a day of walking to and from campus, and being artsy, but less creative than practical. Thank heavens for coffee and comfy sneakers!
Easter Sunday is tomorrow - too bad that for all intents and purposes I missed Lent this year. I went to mass, and I didn't eat meat on Fridays (at least, not maliciously - I think I forgot a few times), and I tried to give something up. But it didn't really make an impact on me. Almost like watching "The Hours" and not crying - I feel like I've missed the point, somehow.
But then again, I'm listening to a CD, on which my sister sings an EVE 6 song about how much love and relationships suck, so perhaps the point is much more esoteric than I had imagined it to be.
Current Wish: To be absolutely, super-model gorgeous for one day, so I cold convince myself that nothing much would be different .
It's been a long week. I didn't finish an A. Calc homework for the first time this semester, and it makes me feel dirty inside. This is (part of) my major, right? Even if the class is crazy and the book is lame, I'm supposed to be able to do this. But I can't, or at least I couldn't this week, and it kills me to admit it. I can't escape the blindingly simple logic that says that if I were smart, none of this would be a problem.
The show in the UC comes down today. Since I also have to go to the printmaking studio, and help out the ALLIES booth, it looks like it will be a day of walking to and from campus, and being artsy, but less creative than practical. Thank heavens for coffee and comfy sneakers!
Easter Sunday is tomorrow - too bad that for all intents and purposes I missed Lent this year. I went to mass, and I didn't eat meat on Fridays (at least, not maliciously - I think I forgot a few times), and I tried to give something up. But it didn't really make an impact on me. Almost like watching "The Hours" and not crying - I feel like I've missed the point, somehow.
But then again, I'm listening to a CD, on which my sister sings an EVE 6 song about how much love and relationships suck, so perhaps the point is much more esoteric than I had imagined it to be.
Current Wish: To be absolutely, super-model gorgeous for one day, so I cold convince myself that nothing much would be different .