Memmmmmoriessss...
Yeah, I'm going to spam today... this is what happens when I'm online in the middle of the day... :o)
But dude, *giggles* I've got this shoebox of floppy disks that I have no idea what's on them... most of them are pictures though and I just found my disks from two of the ITM concerts... Ahhhhh! I have some really kick ass pix from that tour *sighs in memory of the stage in the round...* I'm having major flashbacks here... *giggles* That's the tour when I fell for a boy named Nick. ;o)
*thinks* maybe I'll post these somewhere when I'm done going through disks... :o)
~Edit~ hahaha the pink zoot suits! Ahhhh! *snorts*
Oooh, found a poem I wrote...
If you knew how your smile effects my body,
If you knew that your voice sends chills up my spine,
If you knew how much my hands long to touch your warm skin,
Then you’d know how much I wish you were mine.
1999
and another poem, this one written for my sisters
Every time
Every time I feel lonely,
you're there to hold my hand.
Every time I feel sad,
you're there to make me laugh.
Every time I feel like crying,
you're there to tell me it's ok.
Every time I feel like I'm a failure,
you're there to tell me that I'm not.
Every time I feel like giving up,
you're there to kick me in the butt and tell me no.
Every time I feel sick,
you're there to mommy me and make me feel better.
Every time I push myself too hard,
you're there to catch me when I crash.
Every time I have a good day,
you're there to share it with me.
Every time I have a long laugh,
you're there laughing with me.
Every time I stay up late talking about nothing at all,
you're there talking with me.
Every time I think of the people I love,
you are there.
Every time I think of my family,
you are there.
Every time I think of my sisters,
you are there.
Every time I feel loved,
you are there.
Hahaha... found the infamous "Elevator Chapter" of YEW that I had Lena write for me... *happy sigh*
Oh wow... another poem I forgot about...
I wish…
By Kel
I wish I could walk away,
but you took my legs.
I wish I could shield my face,
but you took my hands.
I wish I could stand on my own,
but you took away my strength.
I wish I could cry,
but you took my tears.
I wish I could scream at you,
but you took my voice.
I wish I could be someone else,
but you took away my creativity.
I wish that I could be loved,
but you took my heart.
I wish that I could be, and feel, and do a lot of things,
but you took that all away from me.
I wish that I could hate you,
but I can't.
kj 1/13/00
But dude, *giggles* I've got this shoebox of floppy disks that I have no idea what's on them... most of them are pictures though and I just found my disks from two of the ITM concerts... Ahhhhh! I have some really kick ass pix from that tour *sighs in memory of the stage in the round...* I'm having major flashbacks here... *giggles* That's the tour when I fell for a boy named Nick. ;o)
*thinks* maybe I'll post these somewhere when I'm done going through disks... :o)
~Edit~ hahaha the pink zoot suits! Ahhhh! *snorts*
Oooh, found a poem I wrote...
If you knew how your smile effects my body,
If you knew that your voice sends chills up my spine,
If you knew how much my hands long to touch your warm skin,
Then you’d know how much I wish you were mine.
1999
and another poem, this one written for my sisters
Every time
Every time I feel lonely,
you're there to hold my hand.
Every time I feel sad,
you're there to make me laugh.
Every time I feel like crying,
you're there to tell me it's ok.
Every time I feel like I'm a failure,
you're there to tell me that I'm not.
Every time I feel like giving up,
you're there to kick me in the butt and tell me no.
Every time I feel sick,
you're there to mommy me and make me feel better.
Every time I push myself too hard,
you're there to catch me when I crash.
Every time I have a good day,
you're there to share it with me.
Every time I have a long laugh,
you're there laughing with me.
Every time I stay up late talking about nothing at all,
you're there talking with me.
Every time I think of the people I love,
you are there.
Every time I think of my family,
you are there.
Every time I think of my sisters,
you are there.
Every time I feel loved,
you are there.
Hahaha... found the infamous "Elevator Chapter" of YEW that I had Lena write for me... *happy sigh*
Oh wow... another poem I forgot about...
I wish…
By Kel
I wish I could walk away,
but you took my legs.
I wish I could shield my face,
but you took my hands.
I wish I could stand on my own,
but you took away my strength.
I wish I could cry,
but you took my tears.
I wish I could scream at you,
but you took my voice.
I wish I could be someone else,
but you took away my creativity.
I wish that I could be loved,
but you took my heart.
I wish that I could be, and feel, and do a lot of things,
but you took that all away from me.
I wish that I could hate you,
but I can't.
kj 1/13/00