depression?

Feb 17, 2006 20:03

i looked up signs of depression and 12 step programs to get out of depression and stuff like that.....every single program involves finding God and accepting that you leave everything up to him.

ummm, i found Him a long time ago. i am leaving everything up to Him and He's doing a pretty good job with me. but how come he took away my appetite and made me constantly tired and grouchy and completely un-fun lately? how come He took away my 22nd b-day? and my love for lots of people? and my ability to get up in the morning? Why did he invent the snooze button? It makes my life so much harder. and my boss so mad at me. what happened to my drive? my ambition? i have no desire to do anything anymore. i don't care that i feel this way - but its effecting everyone around me.

i'm sorry guys. apparently, it's God's fault.
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