Feb 21, 2010 13:43
So lately, I have been restricting like always and seeing no results. I am 160. Always and forever. Senior week is in 15 weeks and I need to be down to 130 at the most. I need a flat stomach. I need smaller thighs. I need tiny wrists. Where are my collar bones? I miss them. Where is my spine?
My life has been so stressful lately with all this senior shit going on. I need to focus in on one thing and stick with it. My weight is my one and only goal right now. I cant keep stretching my focus to areas of my life it can barely reach. Weight is in the middle. Then the boyfriend. Then the family. Then the grades.
I need a job again. I miss being on my feet with no food for hours. Thats what I need. No soda for lent. Hopefully I keep that one going wayy after lent ends though. A soda everyday to none at all should yield major results.
Later,
Britt
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intake:
1 waffle, confectionary sugar, olive oil fat free butter : 250
quarter cup chicken broth : 10 cals
1/2 a 2 inch sticky bun : 350 cals
wendys side salad : 130
2 mile powerwalk video
so far...