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Feb 21, 2010 13:43

So lately, I have been restricting like always and seeing no results.  I am 160.  Always and forever.  Senior week is in 15 weeks and I need to be down to 130 at the most.  I need a flat stomach.  I need smaller thighs.  I need tiny wrists.  Where are my collar bones?  I miss them.  Where is my spine?

My life has been so stressful lately with all this senior shit going on.  I need to focus in on one thing and stick with it.  My weight is my one and only goal right now.  I cant keep stretching my focus to areas of my life it can barely reach.  Weight is in the middle.  Then the boyfriend.  Then the family.  Then the grades.

I need a job again.  I miss being on my feet with no food for hours.  Thats what I need.  No soda for lent.  Hopefully I keep that one going wayy after lent ends though.  A soda everyday to none at all should yield major results.

Later,
Britt

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intake:
1 waffle, confectionary sugar, olive oil fat free butter : 250
quarter cup chicken broth : 10 cals
1/2 a 2 inch sticky bun : 350 cals
wendys side salad : 130

2 mile powerwalk video

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