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a couple months ago i did a "ten things i have to say to ten people" for myspace... i'm in that kind of mood now, so i'll do it here.
1). since you're the only one i'm positive that reads this, i'll start off by saying that i love you. you're my predominant sane one, and the bestest sister ever. london will only keep you for so long, and then i get you. hopefully we'll be living close this summer, if not together. I couldn't imagine a life with you not in it, because you mean that much to me. :) i love you.
2) while i am just a baby, i would like to say that i do have some wisdom in me. you're worth so much, and when days come along and you're down, just remember you've got so much going for you. pretty soon vegas will be calling you up, and you'll be out there before the summer is over... and things will get better. you've changed me for the better, and i'm truly thankful for it. hopefully i can meet a guy thats half as decent as you... just not so old. :P
3) you're definately always and forever my best friend. :) when we move off to college we'll still have everything to share with each other. i love hanging out with random "i hate boys" nights... hopefully in a few years when you break 800 years, you'll still be around to spread the wisdom of the force. I'll just make sure not to sacrifice myself for that stupid boy.
4) 10:11. How ironic. Just as i was about to say "hello." you're awesome... and i'm glad you can sing like a real person. :) i've been missing out for so long. i'm scared to think of how things will change after we graduate.... but then again, things have already changed a lot.
5) i think i got my hopes up and it was useless. once again, i find myself hating myself for letting me get so careless. we still have to hang out, i just won't be so weird... question mark? i will kick your butt at guitar hero III too! :)
6) awwww. i love you guys so much. you have been my mentor figures since 8th grade. i definately know my goals for when i'm older: to not be so easy to sidetrack and to show everyone all the graces you've shown me. hopefully college doesn't take me away forever. i'll always be your singing angel.
7) i'm sorry things are the way they are. when life throws you lemons... anyways... the fact is that i'm here and i can't change what i'm doing. i love you, and thanks for helping out with everything. you couldn't help what happened to us either, but i'm glad we're not so tense anymore. i don't know what college will throw into this mix, but you're a pretty cool chicken bone.
8) i'm sorry too. like i said before, things are the way they are for a reason... i feel like you had more control over this than anyone else. i know i'm not spending every day with you, but thats not anything that can change or will change. i do love you. lately i've been reflecting on how much everyone means to me in my life and how i would feel if they were ever gone... just know my heart would break if you were gone... i want you to know i love you.
9) i don't know what to say here. its not my job to love you as much as some would hope. but i feel for you. you make her happy, and it seems like that time is coming short. leukemia is a tough battle... but you've done my family much good, so thanks... i guess.
10) hey. you know me more than anyone knows me. just remember not to let life toss you around. its your life, do what you want with it. you have so many people around you that love and care for you... even the people you wouldn't think did. things will get easier. just hold out until summer... then, the sun will be able to fill your eyes and you'll have the power to assertively change everything. i promise. 3 more months. .08--we're gone!
1). since you're the only one i'm positive that reads this, i'll start off by saying that i love you. you're my predominant sane one, and the bestest sister ever. london will only keep you for so long, and then i get you. hopefully we'll be living close this summer, if not together. I couldn't imagine a life with you not in it, because you mean that much to me. :) i love you.
2) while i am just a baby, i would like to say that i do have some wisdom in me. you're worth so much, and when days come along and you're down, just remember you've got so much going for you. pretty soon vegas will be calling you up, and you'll be out there before the summer is over... and things will get better. you've changed me for the better, and i'm truly thankful for it. hopefully i can meet a guy thats half as decent as you... just not so old. :P
3) you're definately always and forever my best friend. :) when we move off to college we'll still have everything to share with each other. i love hanging out with random "i hate boys" nights... hopefully in a few years when you break 800 years, you'll still be around to spread the wisdom of the force. I'll just make sure not to sacrifice myself for that stupid boy.
4) 10:11. How ironic. Just as i was about to say "hello." you're awesome... and i'm glad you can sing like a real person. :) i've been missing out for so long. i'm scared to think of how things will change after we graduate.... but then again, things have already changed a lot.
5) i think i got my hopes up and it was useless. once again, i find myself hating myself for letting me get so careless. we still have to hang out, i just won't be so weird... question mark? i will kick your butt at guitar hero III too! :)
6) awwww. i love you guys so much. you have been my mentor figures since 8th grade. i definately know my goals for when i'm older: to not be so easy to sidetrack and to show everyone all the graces you've shown me. hopefully college doesn't take me away forever. i'll always be your singing angel.
7) i'm sorry things are the way they are. when life throws you lemons... anyways... the fact is that i'm here and i can't change what i'm doing. i love you, and thanks for helping out with everything. you couldn't help what happened to us either, but i'm glad we're not so tense anymore. i don't know what college will throw into this mix, but you're a pretty cool chicken bone.
8) i'm sorry too. like i said before, things are the way they are for a reason... i feel like you had more control over this than anyone else. i know i'm not spending every day with you, but thats not anything that can change or will change. i do love you. lately i've been reflecting on how much everyone means to me in my life and how i would feel if they were ever gone... just know my heart would break if you were gone... i want you to know i love you.
9) i don't know what to say here. its not my job to love you as much as some would hope. but i feel for you. you make her happy, and it seems like that time is coming short. leukemia is a tough battle... but you've done my family much good, so thanks... i guess.
10) hey. you know me more than anyone knows me. just remember not to let life toss you around. its your life, do what you want with it. you have so many people around you that love and care for you... even the people you wouldn't think did. things will get easier. just hold out until summer... then, the sun will be able to fill your eyes and you'll have the power to assertively change everything. i promise. 3 more months. .08--we're gone!