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hey, whats going on?nothing too much here*
latley, ahh! sucks*okay i guess i iwll fill you in.
theres this guy, i liked him for a long time, right, well i found out the other day he has agirl friend, and it made me so sad, and i feel like it is my fault like i passed up the oppotunity to be with him, that is basically what he told me the other day. this guy is wonderful though
im the type of girl that i will not tell i guy i love him unless i mean it. if a guy tells me he loves me, and unless i mean it,i wont tell him, unless i really love him, so, this guy im talking about, i am *in* love with him*and that is a whole lot coming from me!shew it sucks, and i have liked him a while*
whenever he is holding her*i pray to god that it is not enough for him*that everytime he is with her, i pray he thinks of me, i pray that i touched his heart so much deeper that he cant stop thinking of me*he has to love me with the way i love him, i personally think we r meant to be and that may sound a lil cheesy but hey, i dont care...
every guy that i have ever been with, or ever will be with or have even thought about being with, cant amount to him, before, with these other guys i could never see a future witht them, but with this guy, ican see my whole life maped out for me, and it is wonderful. but he is with someone else now, and prolly dont care about me*
-you all should really download this song, "miss me baby" by- chris cagle*it is such a good song and it reminds me alot of him* =( he always made me happy, but now..im like my old self agian!
i always thought that he was differnt ya know, like i would mean something too him, and this girl he is with now, i dont even know her and i hate her, how pitiful is that imean really, and he didnt do a thing too me and i am mad at him, but i cant help feeling this way, cuz i cared so deeply for him,i never thought i would be this upset over him. but i guess u dont really see what u have right in front of u until its gone.i never really went by that phrase in life, but now i will cuz i accually know what it means...this sucks...bad...
i never thought this could happen. i thought everything was good between us, but now that he got a new g/f i miss him although nothing has changed at all...and i always told myself, i will now admit to loving him, i wouldnt even admit it to myself becuz i was afriad of getting hurt in the long run, and i accually let myself go, not caring, and hoping for the best and accually telling myself, ya know hey i like this boy, it could be differnt with him, but i guess i was wrong, i should have known i would get hurt in the long run, thats what always happen...and being me, the hopless romantic, it means more to me then anybody would think..it hurts..i thought he cared..and agian i let myself go and ended up getting hurt after promising myself i would admit to myself i liked him, and when i did, it went downhill,i should have never even thought about being with him, cuz now our friendship is screwed up.and i dont think now it could ever be the same... =(
i hate when this happens*..i hope he misses me =( even though im not gone*
bdb<3*
latley, ahh! sucks*okay i guess i iwll fill you in.
theres this guy, i liked him for a long time, right, well i found out the other day he has agirl friend, and it made me so sad, and i feel like it is my fault like i passed up the oppotunity to be with him, that is basically what he told me the other day. this guy is wonderful though
im the type of girl that i will not tell i guy i love him unless i mean it. if a guy tells me he loves me, and unless i mean it,i wont tell him, unless i really love him, so, this guy im talking about, i am *in* love with him*and that is a whole lot coming from me!shew it sucks, and i have liked him a while*
whenever he is holding her*i pray to god that it is not enough for him*that everytime he is with her, i pray he thinks of me, i pray that i touched his heart so much deeper that he cant stop thinking of me*he has to love me with the way i love him, i personally think we r meant to be and that may sound a lil cheesy but hey, i dont care...
every guy that i have ever been with, or ever will be with or have even thought about being with, cant amount to him, before, with these other guys i could never see a future witht them, but with this guy, ican see my whole life maped out for me, and it is wonderful. but he is with someone else now, and prolly dont care about me*
-you all should really download this song, "miss me baby" by- chris cagle*it is such a good song and it reminds me alot of him* =( he always made me happy, but now..im like my old self agian!
i always thought that he was differnt ya know, like i would mean something too him, and this girl he is with now, i dont even know her and i hate her, how pitiful is that imean really, and he didnt do a thing too me and i am mad at him, but i cant help feeling this way, cuz i cared so deeply for him,i never thought i would be this upset over him. but i guess u dont really see what u have right in front of u until its gone.i never really went by that phrase in life, but now i will cuz i accually know what it means...this sucks...bad...
i never thought this could happen. i thought everything was good between us, but now that he got a new g/f i miss him although nothing has changed at all...and i always told myself, i will now admit to loving him, i wouldnt even admit it to myself becuz i was afriad of getting hurt in the long run, and i accually let myself go, not caring, and hoping for the best and accually telling myself, ya know hey i like this boy, it could be differnt with him, but i guess i was wrong, i should have known i would get hurt in the long run, thats what always happen...and being me, the hopless romantic, it means more to me then anybody would think..it hurts..i thought he cared..and agian i let myself go and ended up getting hurt after promising myself i would admit to myself i liked him, and when i did, it went downhill,i should have never even thought about being with him, cuz now our friendship is screwed up.and i dont think now it could ever be the same... =(
i hate when this happens*..i hope he misses me =( even though im not gone*
bdb<3*