when you walk in the sun, i will be your shadow

[betharoonie1]

tonight i put myself in the worse mood. things were going good until i decided to go to this warehouse party where jamie and i went right before i moved to holland for a new years party. i had also bought a verve cd earlier and i decided since jamie and i used to have sex to that, it would be good to listen to it now when i am fresh full of of nostaliga.

i love pain.

i think i just got in a bad mood cause everyone was drinking sparks and they were all hyper and i am totally sober. i should have take my recycler up on his offer and had him over, damn, i have to get up early.