Apr 23, 2004 11:46
I am very proud of myself. I want people to treat me with respect and to be upfront and honest with me. I understand that you get those butterflies in your stomach and its soo much easier just not to call....
whatever....last night i messed up my work schedule, either I looked at it wrong, which i highly doubt or it was changed after i looked at it last friday. I was suppose to be in at 4:30 but I thought it was 8. No one called me, I showed up at 8 and found out I was in trouble. Now my boss isnt calling me back, even though I called him last night and today. I will have the strength to call him back.
My main reason I happy with myself is that I just called Dave when I knew he was at work and would not pick up his phone and left him a message. I told him that I thought it was shitty that he never called back and thats not how I treat people and I excepted more from him. i understood that he didnt want to hang out with me, he should just had the balls to pick up the phone. philly is small and i was sure someday would bump into each other again, good luck with his life.
i am happy i had the balls to do it. now i just need the strength to call my boss and to talk to meg tonight. she seems to have a problem talking to me too, she canceled the cable but didnt even talk to me. i am not mad i just wish she would tell me these things. she also lies about checking her email on my computer...but her name comes up when i check my mail. i dont care if she uses my computer, she more then welcome, i just cant figure out why she lies.