i want so badly to believe that there is truth, that love is real
so i am sorry my dear journal...probaly for the next couple of weeks you will have to deal with me complaining about Dave. i am going to try hard and be cheery to everyone else, i hate when cynical beth with baggage comes out to play, but i do need to bitch and cry my eyes out at someone that once again it has failed with someone.
maybe you are thinking that i put to much pressure with being with someone and maybe i do, but at the same time i thought i had meet finally a really nice guy that seemed like he would treat me well. but here i am sitting here before i go to work, waiting for Dave's call. that seems to be a hard thing for him to do lately.
whatever...i am already tired of bitching...i will survive...i always do.
maybe you are thinking that i put to much pressure with being with someone and maybe i do, but at the same time i thought i had meet finally a really nice guy that seemed like he would treat me well. but here i am sitting here before i go to work, waiting for Dave's call. that seems to be a hard thing for him to do lately.
whatever...i am already tired of bitching...i will survive...i always do.