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Everything's going wrong.
Tash Chaz and Mani went out on the pull on Wednesday and Chaz met this guy called Joe. She really liked him and gave him her number. Becky randomly decided, AS A JOKE, to delete her number from Chaz's phone and then text her pretendning to be Joe. She didn't realise how much Chaz liked him and thought she'd see the funny side. But Chaz got really excited and ran off in a good mood. So Becky told me what she'd done and we texted Chaz telling her and saying Becky was really sorry bla bla bla. I spoke to Chaz on the internet last night and I was feeling really bad for Becky so I said that she had mentioned it to me and so I had been in on it, when nothing of the sort happened. I said I had thought Becky was joking and didn't realise until she told me afterwards.
The thing is Chaz and Tash are now ignoring us both and Mani is being a bit stand-offish. I really don't know if I should tell Chaz that I was lying to be a mate for Becky. I'm really worried that she'll never be able to trust me again when I was doing it for the right reasons. I feel really bad and I don't know what to do!!! The thing is it means I've lied to her and so I'm in the wrong as well as Becky, where as before I hadn't done anything wrong. But now I feel guilty.
The only thing that annoys me is how seriously she's taken it. I mean, only a couple of weeks ago she and Tash posted that thing about Mani on the Blue message board AS A JOKE but Mani got sooo upset and was crying and everything, and they thought that was ok and it's pretty much the same thing. I just think it's a bit hypocritical. Plus when you think about it it's not actually such a big thing, she could just laugh, y'know? She said to me yesterday that she would see the funny side but there isn't one. Is it me or is that not true?
Anyway I don't care if she never sees the funny side, I just want to be mates again. It's really uncomfortable at the moment in the formroom and I just want to patch things up, I don't even care if she screams at me.
The problem at the moment is whether I should tell her I lied. Ha ha how ironic I wrote an essay in the english exam today arguing that honesty is the best policy because it's hard to build trust over dishonesty. I was kicking myself.
I have Physics now. Bugger bugger bugger everything's so rubbish.
Tash Chaz and Mani went out on the pull on Wednesday and Chaz met this guy called Joe. She really liked him and gave him her number. Becky randomly decided, AS A JOKE, to delete her number from Chaz's phone and then text her pretendning to be Joe. She didn't realise how much Chaz liked him and thought she'd see the funny side. But Chaz got really excited and ran off in a good mood. So Becky told me what she'd done and we texted Chaz telling her and saying Becky was really sorry bla bla bla. I spoke to Chaz on the internet last night and I was feeling really bad for Becky so I said that she had mentioned it to me and so I had been in on it, when nothing of the sort happened. I said I had thought Becky was joking and didn't realise until she told me afterwards.
The thing is Chaz and Tash are now ignoring us both and Mani is being a bit stand-offish. I really don't know if I should tell Chaz that I was lying to be a mate for Becky. I'm really worried that she'll never be able to trust me again when I was doing it for the right reasons. I feel really bad and I don't know what to do!!! The thing is it means I've lied to her and so I'm in the wrong as well as Becky, where as before I hadn't done anything wrong. But now I feel guilty.
The only thing that annoys me is how seriously she's taken it. I mean, only a couple of weeks ago she and Tash posted that thing about Mani on the Blue message board AS A JOKE but Mani got sooo upset and was crying and everything, and they thought that was ok and it's pretty much the same thing. I just think it's a bit hypocritical. Plus when you think about it it's not actually such a big thing, she could just laugh, y'know? She said to me yesterday that she would see the funny side but there isn't one. Is it me or is that not true?
Anyway I don't care if she never sees the funny side, I just want to be mates again. It's really uncomfortable at the moment in the formroom and I just want to patch things up, I don't even care if she screams at me.
The problem at the moment is whether I should tell her I lied. Ha ha how ironic I wrote an essay in the english exam today arguing that honesty is the best policy because it's hard to build trust over dishonesty. I was kicking myself.
I have Physics now. Bugger bugger bugger everything's so rubbish.