dang, i havent been on here in forever.
sooo, i haven't been on lj in what seems like ages.
therefore i'm in need of a serious entry.
softball has started and i'm going to end up being the senior bitch.
those damn girls don't give a rip and it ticks me off.
they won't even stretch, wtf. thats EASY.
sheesh. buttttt, whatever.
i'll still have kayla with me.
&&&i need desperately to work on my skills.
i can't throw worth shit right now.
and that scares me to death.
plus my fielding needs work.
and i hope i can bat decently this year.
I'm really excited for prom.
it's going to be soooo much fun!
my bffs are going to be there, soo i'm totally stoked.
and i can get like 123456789 pictures with them.
&i'm going with a super sweet guy, so it will be great!
plus, i now have my dress.
&me&kay are going to see each other's dresses tomorrow.
eeeeeekkk. i'm pumped!
however i still feel horrible right now for 2 reasons.
1) my best friend and i have sort of drifted.
and i hate that feeling. so i'm going to do my
absolute BEST to regain our friendship back,
because without her, i dont know where in the
heck i would be. i love her, i really do.
& i need her in my life. stupid shit has happened,
and it makes me real sad. but, i won't let this
get away from us. It will get better because
i'm determined.
2) I havent seen my father in what seems like forever.
i saw him on the weekend of my birthday, and since
then i've only talked to him on the phone like twice.
which means, i also haven't seen my sisters. that
makes me feel absolutely horrid. i need to spend
more time with them. it's a must. i miss my daddio,
and college seems to be just around the corner.
mannnn. i miss that family like, whoa.
&as of now my family seems to be pretty kool.
my mom and i are seemingly getting along.
which is great. whitney kinda gets on my nerves
and is going through one COMPLETELY CRAZY
stage right now. shawn and i have our little differences
sometimes but we seem to be pretty good.
sooo, i'm happy. family=grrreat.
ummmm, so friday the three musketeers are hanging out.
WE'RE GONNA MAKE SMOOOORRREESSS!
haha, inside joke.
but seriously, they're gonna be yummy.
who knows what else we'll do, but i'm sure it
will be sweeeeeet. :D
then on saturday me&kay are shopping as of now.
mainly we're gonna look for SB stuff. :)
yeaaa boooiiii!
then sunday i don't know what i'm gonna do.
me&tyler might hang out. and/or
i might go to my dads. i'm just not sure yet.
tap day went really well. it was kinda exhausting,
but overall it was good. the karaoke was off the
heezy. lol. i'm not sure who was the best.
probably tim&kailee. they can break dance. ha.
i'm gonna be an aunt soon.
my step sister's due date is like september 26th.
she's stoked. i just hope everything turns out okay.
she's got a lot of work ahead of her.
i feel really tired right now. but i cant sleep.
i'm not sure why though.
and i have school in the morning. yuck.
with love,
bethany.
therefore i'm in need of a serious entry.
softball has started and i'm going to end up being the senior bitch.
those damn girls don't give a rip and it ticks me off.
they won't even stretch, wtf. thats EASY.
sheesh. buttttt, whatever.
i'll still have kayla with me.
&&&i need desperately to work on my skills.
i can't throw worth shit right now.
and that scares me to death.
plus my fielding needs work.
and i hope i can bat decently this year.
I'm really excited for prom.
it's going to be soooo much fun!
my bffs are going to be there, soo i'm totally stoked.
and i can get like 123456789 pictures with them.
&i'm going with a super sweet guy, so it will be great!
plus, i now have my dress.
&me&kay are going to see each other's dresses tomorrow.
eeeeeekkk. i'm pumped!
however i still feel horrible right now for 2 reasons.
1) my best friend and i have sort of drifted.
and i hate that feeling. so i'm going to do my
absolute BEST to regain our friendship back,
because without her, i dont know where in the
heck i would be. i love her, i really do.
& i need her in my life. stupid shit has happened,
and it makes me real sad. but, i won't let this
get away from us. It will get better because
i'm determined.
2) I havent seen my father in what seems like forever.
i saw him on the weekend of my birthday, and since
then i've only talked to him on the phone like twice.
which means, i also haven't seen my sisters. that
makes me feel absolutely horrid. i need to spend
more time with them. it's a must. i miss my daddio,
and college seems to be just around the corner.
mannnn. i miss that family like, whoa.
&as of now my family seems to be pretty kool.
my mom and i are seemingly getting along.
which is great. whitney kinda gets on my nerves
and is going through one COMPLETELY CRAZY
stage right now. shawn and i have our little differences
sometimes but we seem to be pretty good.
sooo, i'm happy. family=grrreat.
ummmm, so friday the three musketeers are hanging out.
WE'RE GONNA MAKE SMOOOORRREESSS!
haha, inside joke.
but seriously, they're gonna be yummy.
who knows what else we'll do, but i'm sure it
will be sweeeeeet. :D
then on saturday me&kay are shopping as of now.
mainly we're gonna look for SB stuff. :)
yeaaa boooiiii!
then sunday i don't know what i'm gonna do.
me&tyler might hang out. and/or
i might go to my dads. i'm just not sure yet.
tap day went really well. it was kinda exhausting,
but overall it was good. the karaoke was off the
heezy. lol. i'm not sure who was the best.
probably tim&kailee. they can break dance. ha.
i'm gonna be an aunt soon.
my step sister's due date is like september 26th.
she's stoked. i just hope everything turns out okay.
she's got a lot of work ahead of her.
i feel really tired right now. but i cant sleep.
i'm not sure why though.
and i have school in the morning. yuck.
with love,
bethany.