Love and only love
Overview: You're still quite focused on your sweetheart, and the feeling is mutual. Have dinner out, and don't be afraid to talk about the future. You won't be the only person at that candlelit table who's been thinking in terms of permanence.
Yeah, so that is my horoscope for today. Relationships have been on my mind a lot lately…exes popping back in, current people moving out, friendships growing stronger, family bonds weakening, coworkers co-exsisting peacefully.. You know, feeling love. There is so much to think about.
I had a great talk with a wonderful lady this weekend. (Thanks Lisa for listening!! *hug*) It was really amazing. I said something to her I hadn’t said out loud yet and when I did it made so much sense. I need to figure me out first. So, I came to a few conclusions… Would you like to know them? No! Well, I really don’t care I’m talking about it anyway.
1. I am not sure where my heart really is right now.
2. I am not the same person that I was before.
3. Growing up is not that bad.
4. I think I really do like who I am, even though I am not sure completely who that is.
5. Who I love is who I love and nothing can change that.
6. The people I love I truly love. It is a very deep and personal love for each person.
7. Each person I love does hold a piece of my heart that no one else can.
8. Family isn’t necessarily your blood.
9. The person you should love most is yourself.
10. Love conquers many things but can destroy a person if they let it.
11. That I can keep going for hours about this if I wanted but I’ll stop…
So, I watched the episode of Extreme Home Makeover that I recorded from this weekend. It pulled at my heart more than any other episode I’ve watched. I was already being emotional but it got me to a different place. It got me thinking about the love thing again. And it has really gotten to me. Basically, it come back to show me who I truly love.
So…I didn’t follow my horoscope. I didn’t sit down and have a heart to heart with “my sweetheart” because I am coming to realize that I am my own “sweetheart” right now. I think I shall go have the heart to heart now before I go to bed. I’ll tell you later what I say to me. I bet it will be interesting.
Before I go though I have a message…
To those who I love: (And you better know who you are damnit!)
I love you, oh so very much. You mean the world to me and I can’t picture my world being as great without you in it. I did try…and I’d be sad if anything happened to you. Even if I do not always say it or show it in the right ways…please know that you are always in my heart and that I want nothing but happiness for you. It makes me happy to see you happy, and sad to see you sad, I want to cry when you cry… I feel you. Please, please just understand that I love you unconditionally.
Much love to you all…
Bethany
Yeah, so that is my horoscope for today. Relationships have been on my mind a lot lately…exes popping back in, current people moving out, friendships growing stronger, family bonds weakening, coworkers co-exsisting peacefully.. You know, feeling love. There is so much to think about.
I had a great talk with a wonderful lady this weekend. (Thanks Lisa for listening!! *hug*) It was really amazing. I said something to her I hadn’t said out loud yet and when I did it made so much sense. I need to figure me out first. So, I came to a few conclusions… Would you like to know them? No! Well, I really don’t care I’m talking about it anyway.
1. I am not sure where my heart really is right now.
2. I am not the same person that I was before.
3. Growing up is not that bad.
4. I think I really do like who I am, even though I am not sure completely who that is.
5. Who I love is who I love and nothing can change that.
6. The people I love I truly love. It is a very deep and personal love for each person.
7. Each person I love does hold a piece of my heart that no one else can.
8. Family isn’t necessarily your blood.
9. The person you should love most is yourself.
10. Love conquers many things but can destroy a person if they let it.
11. That I can keep going for hours about this if I wanted but I’ll stop…
So, I watched the episode of Extreme Home Makeover that I recorded from this weekend. It pulled at my heart more than any other episode I’ve watched. I was already being emotional but it got me to a different place. It got me thinking about the love thing again. And it has really gotten to me. Basically, it come back to show me who I truly love.
So…I didn’t follow my horoscope. I didn’t sit down and have a heart to heart with “my sweetheart” because I am coming to realize that I am my own “sweetheart” right now. I think I shall go have the heart to heart now before I go to bed. I’ll tell you later what I say to me. I bet it will be interesting.
Before I go though I have a message…
To those who I love: (And you better know who you are damnit!)
I love you, oh so very much. You mean the world to me and I can’t picture my world being as great without you in it. I did try…and I’d be sad if anything happened to you. Even if I do not always say it or show it in the right ways…please know that you are always in my heart and that I want nothing but happiness for you. It makes me happy to see you happy, and sad to see you sad, I want to cry when you cry… I feel you. Please, please just understand that I love you unconditionally.
Much love to you all…
Bethany