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I have so much going on in my mind still that I don't want to share. It's too scary for me. Because I do know right from wrong and I do want people to know that it is all just in thought and that I wouldn't actually follow through...well, at least a 95% chance I won't. I can't promise anything. And people say they understand when I tell them but honestly I don't think they do because they belittle it or tell me I am wrong in thinking like that. And the thing is it is actually uncontrolable.
I've been going through a lot of changes lately. And I am feeling that I am getting a lot stronger and back to a place where I was long ago. I really want to share my story...but if I let you in to see what is going to happen. And this place I was I'm not sure if it was a healthy place...or maybe it was and I just wasn't able to appreciate it because of all the hiding I was doing. I'm really trying to be a different person now.
Okay...so I am going to go for now...maybe later I will venture further out of my mind...
I've been going through a lot of changes lately. And I am feeling that I am getting a lot stronger and back to a place where I was long ago. I really want to share my story...but if I let you in to see what is going to happen. And this place I was I'm not sure if it was a healthy place...or maybe it was and I just wasn't able to appreciate it because of all the hiding I was doing. I'm really trying to be a different person now.
Okay...so I am going to go for now...maybe later I will venture further out of my mind...