May 30, 2012 03:29
Hello All!
I absolutely love to do bzzagent. It's just I have difficulty writing campaign reports. I have some medical issues. Like Pseudo Tumor Cerebri or for those who can't really say the name, just call it Intercranial Hypertension.
It's not something that's funny. People like me who have this disease may look normal on the outside, but feel like S**t on the inside. It causes really bad headaches so bad that sometimes you just wanna die. When that happens I'm in bed like literally for days at a time. Because of this disease I have a vp shunt.
Perhaps I should explain what the disease is. It causes my body to produce to much spinal fluid in my brain, it's similar to hydrocephalus. It can also cause blindness. Thank goodness I got diagnosed. I almost died from it.
I wasn't feeling right and went to multiple hospitals until I went to a hospital closer to my home town. My left eye had turned in causing me to have double vision. I was lucky that I had a doctor from Houston that recognized my symptoms and did a spinal tap on me. My inter-cranial pressure was so high that it shot through tube. The highest reading on the tube was 55. It went way past that.
I was so sick that I could hardly go to school. I never really did like school. I was also bullied bad. I was called a lesbian, big Bertha and that I wasn't a virgin which I am still a virgin. I'm 23 years old and I wished I could have graduated with my class of 2007. The school didn't like me either. I wish I could go back, but I can't.
In combination with this disease is I also have a form of autism. A high functioning form of it. Some days are good and some days are really bad. It's getting late and I'am going to finish this blog thingy later.
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