"You know it's not a party if it happens every night"
Bored and Boring...
All I can think about is politics every night, financial crises, uprisings, and governments destroying their people time and time again. I'm a shitty capitalist. I'm disgusted by greedy selfish people but am stuck running in this hamster wheel of working a shitty job to pay off debt for the fun and memories I've made by spending too much cash on fun nights I hardly remember. Studying destroys me. I feel like a child again. Things were so easy when I gave up. When I stopped caring about everyone- I could party all night & hold onto fun conversations about nothing of substance. Now I think about how dumb you could possibly be, or how much it breaks my heart that you don't even know what's going on within this crazy world. I can't stop watching the news, and yet it does nothing but makes me more and more angry. How will I survive? I read once the smarter you are the more unhappy you are capable of being... that knowing someone is starving on the other side of the world makes it more difficult to enjoy your own meals.
Ignorance is bliss.
All I can think about is politics every night, financial crises, uprisings, and governments destroying their people time and time again. I'm a shitty capitalist. I'm disgusted by greedy selfish people but am stuck running in this hamster wheel of working a shitty job to pay off debt for the fun and memories I've made by spending too much cash on fun nights I hardly remember. Studying destroys me. I feel like a child again. Things were so easy when I gave up. When I stopped caring about everyone- I could party all night & hold onto fun conversations about nothing of substance. Now I think about how dumb you could possibly be, or how much it breaks my heart that you don't even know what's going on within this crazy world. I can't stop watching the news, and yet it does nothing but makes me more and more angry. How will I survive? I read once the smarter you are the more unhappy you are capable of being... that knowing someone is starving on the other side of the world makes it more difficult to enjoy your own meals.
Ignorance is bliss.