fuck
so i've been a little depressed and bitter lately. i just want to say if i was a bitch to anyone, i'm really sorry. also if i'm a bitch to anyone in the near future, i'm sorry in advance, because the bitterness isn't completely done. after phil broke up with me i went on a bit of a drinking binge. for five nights straight i drank until i forgot all about phil. the final night, sunday, was at the merchant ale house. sleep the season played great and it was such a fun night. unfortunately i let myself go a little and paid for it. $115 to be exact. needless to say i threw up everywhere when i got home and felt like crap for the next three days. so not to worry i've sworn off alcohol for now. dealing with shit is a lot harder when i'm sober. so i'm in a terrible mood, as ben and becca know i'm sure. i'm also bored out of my mind. i haven't had this little to do in so long. i've actually resorted to cleaning my room. if you dont know me, trust me that's a huge deal. everyone around me is either coupled up already, or getting back into the couple state. so i pretty much hate everything. my friend sara is getting married soon. shes stressed out about the wedding, so she doesn't mind me venting my hatred to her. she says its rather entertaining. anyways, i'm gonna go back to doing nothing. hey did you know it takes 6 loads to do all my laundry? goddam.