Sep 11, 2004 19:14
i didn't see him at all over the summer till the very end and since then i haven't stopped thinkin about them for a single day.. blah-- this sucks more than anything has ever sucked before. + now he has a girlfriend whose kind of my friend. she doesn't know i am still "in love" w him ; i told her i was completely over him.. but yeah i am. no matter how much i try and deny it. gag. the first day of school i saw them walk into school holding hands and then kiss before parting their own ways. i hated to see that. kill me now. what am i to do?????? [ lol not that anyone reads this too tell me .. hey maybe ill be lucky ]
anyways .. cheerleadings going good .. but the team isn't; we lost 2 out of the 3 games and tied the last one. i love the girls though. and thats a blast. im glad we all get along.
matt is suppose to call me tonight. he called me last night when he got off work but i told him i was gonna stay in for the night. hopefully; he will call me tonight.
i dont know .. i think im gonna take a nap - wait for matt to call - boring saturday night.. i should say .. .talk to you later.