I quit
yeah, i officially quit, i give up on guys. so nick sent me an im a few weeks ago saying how much he still cares about me and wants me back and i was planning on just sending him an email later that night but i ran into him at the gas station and we talked for a while. even though he's lied to me in the past and promised he'd change his bad habits and then lied about that he still tried to get me to believe that he could change if i gave him another chance. and i'm sure things would be good for a little while but once we got stuck in a rut or whatever i know we'd be right back to where we were before. so i got my courage up and told him that i was seeing adam and he flipped out on me. i mean i expected he would when he found out but still, he went crazy...luckily i told him online. lol so then i turn to adam, someone who i thought would never hurt me or lie to me or do any of that bull.
i was hanging out with him and guess who called? emily. i was with him almost all day that day and the next and she called a total of 3 times. i found out after being sneaky that they've been talking and he was saying "heart u" in texts and telling her that he hopes she hasn't forgotten about him. now, call me crazy, but should he be saying that to an ex? i think not. so needless to say i'm feeling a little jaded toward the idea of love and honest men and whatnot.
i mean i can't blame adam for not being happy with me seeing as i told him that i didn't wanna be in a serious relationship or anything but still. just the idea of him talking to her drives me crazy. i don't really know where i'm going with this update, i just felt the need to vent and get everything out there. i don't know.
on a better note...spill canvas concert this friday!! not that any of you know who they are. lol just trust me, they're amazing!
i was hanging out with him and guess who called? emily. i was with him almost all day that day and the next and she called a total of 3 times. i found out after being sneaky that they've been talking and he was saying "heart u" in texts and telling her that he hopes she hasn't forgotten about him. now, call me crazy, but should he be saying that to an ex? i think not. so needless to say i'm feeling a little jaded toward the idea of love and honest men and whatnot.
i mean i can't blame adam for not being happy with me seeing as i told him that i didn't wanna be in a serious relationship or anything but still. just the idea of him talking to her drives me crazy. i don't really know where i'm going with this update, i just felt the need to vent and get everything out there. i don't know.
on a better note...spill canvas concert this friday!! not that any of you know who they are. lol just trust me, they're amazing!