"I'm not kidding you, this is the cure"
It is decided. I am moving back to Halifax in the next couple of months. Likely for March or April if I can swing it. There is a lot of sorting out to do out if I am moving. I am going to go to MFC or WMU or some other flight school that peaks my attention that I haven't heard of yet in September. But Halifax is where I need to be before that. It is time to move on again.
It is nauseating because I don't want to leave. My life is here now. My best friends are here now. But after a lot of thought this is no longer where I need to be. I am the person I sought out to be. And it is time to move on to the next phase. Before I feel stuck like I did before.
I will miss Blake, Callum, Morris and the others... And what they have given me. And what they have done for me to stay in Toronto. Especially Morris and his mother. But it is time. And after my visit to Halifax a few weeks ago I know I will be welcomed back. For the most part I only hung out with Alfred an his girlfriend but there was also New Years with the high school friends and I am looking forward to seeing more of them. I miss home. But I am sure I will miss Toronto Equally once I am gone.
It is nauseating because I don't want to leave. My life is here now. My best friends are here now. But after a lot of thought this is no longer where I need to be. I am the person I sought out to be. And it is time to move on to the next phase. Before I feel stuck like I did before.
I will miss Blake, Callum, Morris and the others... And what they have given me. And what they have done for me to stay in Toronto. Especially Morris and his mother. But it is time. And after my visit to Halifax a few weeks ago I know I will be welcomed back. For the most part I only hung out with Alfred an his girlfriend but there was also New Years with the high school friends and I am looking forward to seeing more of them. I miss home. But I am sure I will miss Toronto Equally once I am gone.