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Wow... I don't know how it happened, but I'm up to 121 right now. This is the fattest I've ever been, and I could scream, I feel so disgusting. Starting now, I'm going back to the plan I had at the start of the summer which is to workout everyday, starve until 4, then do one binge maximum and throw up dinner. My period SHOULD be coming, so that should de-bloat me a little bit, but I feel like such a disgusting piece of shit right now.