it been 2 days now
Well it been 2 days now since my baby been gone I seems cant shake the depression off cause she gone.....
I mowed the lawn today waiting for that white car to pull in for her to bounce out and say mom im home.... tears...
I will see her next month but it seems it going to be a long time before i see her and it really makin me depress....
I miss her yelling at me mom I need this mom I need that mom could you do this and that mom could lie for me on this and that mom could you whatever....
I miss her smile and her laff and her weird faces she makes....
life goes on children grows up and leave the nest..
now she in the air force she will have to learn to grown up from there....
I wish so much I taught her more things my mother ever did..
I wish I taught her life better ....
I wish I taught her to love me better
I wish we never fight
I wished we got along alot better
I wish I raised her better....
I wish more inporatnly tell her how much I love her and tell her that I am sorry for all the pain I ever cause her ......
If I only go back at the time she was born.....and Knew the things I knew now at that time think things would be alot better and we would of be the best of friends and a mother and daughter that everyone wish they would be like us....
I mowed the lawn today waiting for that white car to pull in for her to bounce out and say mom im home.... tears...
I will see her next month but it seems it going to be a long time before i see her and it really makin me depress....
I miss her yelling at me mom I need this mom I need that mom could you do this and that mom could lie for me on this and that mom could you whatever....
I miss her smile and her laff and her weird faces she makes....
life goes on children grows up and leave the nest..
now she in the air force she will have to learn to grown up from there....
I wish so much I taught her more things my mother ever did..
I wish I taught her life better ....
I wish I taught her to love me better
I wish we never fight
I wished we got along alot better
I wish I raised her better....
I wish more inporatnly tell her how much I love her and tell her that I am sorry for all the pain I ever cause her ......
If I only go back at the time she was born.....and Knew the things I knew now at that time think things would be alot better and we would of be the best of friends and a mother and daughter that everyone wish they would be like us....