That feeling again.
Depressing, really depressing, of the dream that you won't reach anytime soon, the dream that you feel you have to achieve this moment.
NOT KNOWING JAPANESE HINDERS ME FROM REACHING 90% OF MY DREAMS /headslam
I feel like reading No. 6 novels... And those Animage/ Otomedia/ Animedia whatever magazines with those BL-ish official pictures of characters of shows you're fangirling now...
Language barrier has never been so painful before I became an otaku. (which means it's been stabbing at my heart for nearly 6 years @_@)