Another week and then some
Well I have talked to the lady who help me get my house. I am about to refinance it to pay off some debts (actually all of them)and get a fixed intrest rate so I don't have to worry about the Intrest on the loan bouncing around later. So with that I will have only increased my house payment by about a 100$ and that will save me about 300$ each month to save. I plan on putting that money into high intrest savings account like ING.com. If any one know of a better place to invest it let me know.
Work has been work I have monday off so it is one of those 3 day weekends. I wish I would have made some plans to see some friends. As usual I work ,and well work that is my life right now.
I have realized with trying to date this girl I meet taught me somethings. I am sure what I am about to say some people will laugh but oh well. So I meet this chick she seemed fun and well we talked for a while. Things were OK nothing special, nothing bad . She seemed to jump emotionaly onto me and I am not up for that. I also figured out she is still growing up and learning about the world. I have realised the next person I meet or what ever you want to call it. I will take things slow, this time of year reminds me of several negitive things that have happened many years in a row. From the death of my brother to well the break up from hell. The other thing is she is much younger than me and has not experienced life much. So I feel it is kinda like teaching someone about life as we see where things go. I am not up for this and really have decicded to never date/whatever anyone who has not lived life a bit on there own and learned a thing or two. I came to the conclusion that dating a woman is much different than a girl. I have been known to be a bit stubborn and sometimes that stubborness also makes me sometimes take a while before I realise the mistake I have made. I kept having this thing in the back of my head pinging but could not figure it out. So I talked to the guy I refer to as papaw and even though he did not say much it really helped me to see this. Now I know what that pinging was it was my alarm telling me to back the fuck off and well for some reason I was not hearing this time.
To all of you Have a Good x-mas or whatever you choose to do for the season. Warning to all I will be making phone calls this weekend to everyone I have a # and atleast saying hello. That is just something I do.
Work has been work I have monday off so it is one of those 3 day weekends. I wish I would have made some plans to see some friends. As usual I work ,and well work that is my life right now.
I have realized with trying to date this girl I meet taught me somethings. I am sure what I am about to say some people will laugh but oh well. So I meet this chick she seemed fun and well we talked for a while. Things were OK nothing special, nothing bad . She seemed to jump emotionaly onto me and I am not up for that. I also figured out she is still growing up and learning about the world. I have realised the next person I meet or what ever you want to call it. I will take things slow, this time of year reminds me of several negitive things that have happened many years in a row. From the death of my brother to well the break up from hell. The other thing is she is much younger than me and has not experienced life much. So I feel it is kinda like teaching someone about life as we see where things go. I am not up for this and really have decicded to never date/whatever anyone who has not lived life a bit on there own and learned a thing or two. I came to the conclusion that dating a woman is much different than a girl. I have been known to be a bit stubborn and sometimes that stubborness also makes me sometimes take a while before I realise the mistake I have made. I kept having this thing in the back of my head pinging but could not figure it out. So I talked to the guy I refer to as papaw and even though he did not say much it really helped me to see this. Now I know what that pinging was it was my alarm telling me to back the fuck off and well for some reason I was not hearing this time.
To all of you Have a Good x-mas or whatever you choose to do for the season. Warning to all I will be making phone calls this weekend to everyone I have a # and atleast saying hello. That is just something I do.