everything is horrible
im so miserable. and it sucks
this week has sucked.
i feel so bad for being a whiny emo kid, but i only get like this a few times a year.
i broke up with britton, because he was being a jackass and i thought that he would say "no lets not break up i love you" but he didnt. then he says that, the next day and i just want to get back together now.
hes playing with my emotions so much and i hate it, and dont feel like there is anything that i can do about it.
i need him as a boyfriend right now, not a friend. i need that secruity, and saftey when everything else in my life is so weird and messed up right now. i just need him.
but he doesnt need me, at all. and he shows it. which totally sucks
im sorry if i made the show tonight a bummer for anyone, i shouldnt have gone .. just too depressed.
and it sucks because he asks "betsy is there anything i can do?"
nope there really isnt, he has fucked me over and totally broken my heart. it sucks to be fully rejected, have your emotions messed with and then have him want to be friends.
im so miserable. and chase was at the show. wtf. i thought that i had better friends than that (thats the girl who kinda messed things up with me and britton)
i sit waiting for him to call me. but he doesnt.
i just wait in my room waiting for him to call and say "i love you betsy, im so sorry that i have done this to you, i would give anything to have what we used to have back. Please forgive me, i love you."
but no.
he never calls.
and will never say that.
school sucks. i need to be alone. but then again i need people, just not to say that im hot and they love me.
i need a night in shining armour to come rescue me, let me cry on their shoulder and be there for me.
be there and not complain if it makes them tired the next morning, or not do so well at swimming practice. because you know what, i would have dropped everything to talk to you. i just see where your priorties are.
if you comment, (which you wont) put who its from.
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this week has sucked.
i feel so bad for being a whiny emo kid, but i only get like this a few times a year.
i broke up with britton, because he was being a jackass and i thought that he would say "no lets not break up i love you" but he didnt. then he says that, the next day and i just want to get back together now.
hes playing with my emotions so much and i hate it, and dont feel like there is anything that i can do about it.
i need him as a boyfriend right now, not a friend. i need that secruity, and saftey when everything else in my life is so weird and messed up right now. i just need him.
but he doesnt need me, at all. and he shows it. which totally sucks
im sorry if i made the show tonight a bummer for anyone, i shouldnt have gone .. just too depressed.
and it sucks because he asks "betsy is there anything i can do?"
nope there really isnt, he has fucked me over and totally broken my heart. it sucks to be fully rejected, have your emotions messed with and then have him want to be friends.
im so miserable. and chase was at the show. wtf. i thought that i had better friends than that (thats the girl who kinda messed things up with me and britton)
i sit waiting for him to call me. but he doesnt.
i just wait in my room waiting for him to call and say "i love you betsy, im so sorry that i have done this to you, i would give anything to have what we used to have back. Please forgive me, i love you."
but no.
he never calls.
and will never say that.
school sucks. i need to be alone. but then again i need people, just not to say that im hot and they love me.
i need a night in shining armour to come rescue me, let me cry on their shoulder and be there for me.
be there and not complain if it makes them tired the next morning, or not do so well at swimming practice. because you know what, i would have dropped everything to talk to you. i just see where your priorties are.
if you comment, (which you wont) put who its from.
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