oh hey life, y u so awkward?
So, interesting start to the year already. The really great news is that I had that meeting with the owners of my subway store and they want me to be a store manager, so that's happening like...Tuesday. Like Damn. 50 hours of work a week. Trying to get myself ready for it, hoping I can handle it and finish my thesis. I had a meeting with my thesis director and she's really proud of my growth as a writer and impressed and shit; edits are going well, I just need to be a bit more focused cause the whole thing is do in about...oh, a month? oh man.
Except I've had a million distractions; boyyyzzz be crazzyyyy. My friend Conner that I've liked for awhile just got out of a relationship, so I invited him out the other night. But, that's never really going to work out for reals. Just friends with benefits. Then, this other guy I've known forever, a guy that dated my roommate, told me he's liked me for awhile? Asked me out and all, kissed me at a party, etc. I tried considering about it, but I don't think it would work out. He's a friend, it's hard to think of him as anything else, and I can't do that to the ex-roommate, either.
And then the guy I met at my friend's wedding? Texted me for awhile, then nothing for weeks, and now is calling/texting a lot in the past few days. He is starring in a show and really wants me to come tonight, but no one will go with me :( Ugh, we'll see, I need to be really cautious around him, I think he's a bit shady, I just need to figure out what exactly I feel for him. And then there's my really good guy friend, that's in a serious relationship, that said some pretty interesting things to me last night, like he'd date me if I was single, and idk, I know I would go out with him if I could; it's a really slippery slope with that one.
So yeah, way too many distractions. I want to turn all of this off today and work on writing and reading and cleaning, and then maybe seeing this guy's show tonight? Sigh, don't know. I feel like everything is in this weird middle stage right now, so many things are happening or about to happen. I just need to approach everything with a rational, calm mind.
Oh, and there's new sleigh bells songs, so there's that.
Except I've had a million distractions; boyyyzzz be crazzyyyy. My friend Conner that I've liked for awhile just got out of a relationship, so I invited him out the other night. But, that's never really going to work out for reals. Just friends with benefits. Then, this other guy I've known forever, a guy that dated my roommate, told me he's liked me for awhile? Asked me out and all, kissed me at a party, etc. I tried considering about it, but I don't think it would work out. He's a friend, it's hard to think of him as anything else, and I can't do that to the ex-roommate, either.
And then the guy I met at my friend's wedding? Texted me for awhile, then nothing for weeks, and now is calling/texting a lot in the past few days. He is starring in a show and really wants me to come tonight, but no one will go with me :( Ugh, we'll see, I need to be really cautious around him, I think he's a bit shady, I just need to figure out what exactly I feel for him. And then there's my really good guy friend, that's in a serious relationship, that said some pretty interesting things to me last night, like he'd date me if I was single, and idk, I know I would go out with him if I could; it's a really slippery slope with that one.
So yeah, way too many distractions. I want to turn all of this off today and work on writing and reading and cleaning, and then maybe seeing this guy's show tonight? Sigh, don't know. I feel like everything is in this weird middle stage right now, so many things are happening or about to happen. I just need to approach everything with a rational, calm mind.
Oh, and there's new sleigh bells songs, so there's that.