All these asphyxiated, self-medicated; take the white pill, you'll feel alright
I've been blah as of late. My heart is still being weird and it's annoying me, I feel like I can't relax. My mind's not focusing and I'm being spacey at work. I think I just need a break - I've worked 6 days straight. :( Today's been an okay day off so far - despite the call I got to go in to work tomorrow! What happened to my 3 days off? bleh. How am I supposed to get anything else done, apply to other jobs, try to get my life together when they've got me at this slave job, that makes me so tired when I get home, I can't do anything else? whinewhinewhine.
But anyway, yesterday my uncle was in town, so we visited him. My extremely liberal gay uncle, and his partner. Haha he's so fun, he's got this awesome apt in downtown chicago and has this great job where he travels all the time, and he's super into politics, and talked the whole time of how we need to vote democrat, or the gay society will lose all their rights. But he's not flamboyant at all, in fact he only came out to my family a few years ago, when he introduced Lauren (yep, still a dude) as his boyfriend. But he was telling me of my other cousins, up in the city, that are my age but have great jobs or internships and just doing oh so well, and I'm "still looking." I want to be able to impress my family. :( Just makes me more driven, and seeing him really makes me want to be all glamorous and get a job in Chicago. That'd be nice. I think we're going up there for thanksgiving, so I'm sure that'll motivate me even more.
a few randoms:
-Academy is in st. pete tonight, and I totally forgot. well, there goes that. a concert would be so good for me right now, too. I can't wait for november.
-I've been super into 3OH!3 lately. I just can't stop listening to them. :)
-My brother and I bought candied apples today, that makes me happy. And I got the limited dark chocolate raspberry mocha starbucks frappichinos. Yay!
-and we went to rue 21 and I got this awesome dress for $6. shopping always makes everything better.
But anyway, yesterday my uncle was in town, so we visited him. My extremely liberal gay uncle, and his partner. Haha he's so fun, he's got this awesome apt in downtown chicago and has this great job where he travels all the time, and he's super into politics, and talked the whole time of how we need to vote democrat, or the gay society will lose all their rights. But he's not flamboyant at all, in fact he only came out to my family a few years ago, when he introduced Lauren (yep, still a dude) as his boyfriend. But he was telling me of my other cousins, up in the city, that are my age but have great jobs or internships and just doing oh so well, and I'm "still looking." I want to be able to impress my family. :( Just makes me more driven, and seeing him really makes me want to be all glamorous and get a job in Chicago. That'd be nice. I think we're going up there for thanksgiving, so I'm sure that'll motivate me even more.
a few randoms:
-Academy is in st. pete tonight, and I totally forgot. well, there goes that. a concert would be so good for me right now, too. I can't wait for november.
-I've been super into 3OH!3 lately. I just can't stop listening to them. :)
-My brother and I bought candied apples today, that makes me happy. And I got the limited dark chocolate raspberry mocha starbucks frappichinos. Yay!
-and we went to rue 21 and I got this awesome dress for $6. shopping always makes everything better.