hectic day.
today was a very hectic day, for the few hours i was awake. i woke up to my phone ringing and complete chaos because i think i was partially delirious from being woken so abruptly. anyway, i was on the phone, on hold, and my house alarm goes off all crazy with bells ringing outside and inside. so without thinking i go running out and i see my cat standing there bug-eyed starring. then i tried to shut it off, and once i did that i ran back in my room to find my mom screaming into the phone trying to see who was there. then i tried to explain to her what happened and i realized the reality of it and then i started crying because i thought someone was in the house. so it turns out, the cops came and had to check to see if everything was okay. turns out, my cat most likely set it off, but still i was terrified and being home alone didn't help the situation. so i didn't do much today. i finished off a bag of bbq chips, yeah i know, that is really gross. lol i watched catch me if you can, that's a great movie. i love movies dealing with secret agents and all that stuff, it really makes you want to be in it, or be the thief and steal. haha i have such a twisted view on so much. and then i was thinking about how when titanic came out and every single girl on the face of the earth was obsessed with leonardo dicaprio. wow, it's just so funny how people can fantacize (?) about someone so completely out of reach and far away both literally and in your dreams. oh well. a new lost is on tonight, i am stoked. i have to go do some things around my room and straighten up.
Staying home alone on a Friday
Flat on the floor looking back
On old love
Or lack thereof
After all the crushes are faded
And all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jaded
I hate it
I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
Get here
Searching all my days just to find you
I'm not sure who I'm looking for
I'll know it
When I see you
Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom
Staying up all night just to write
A love song for no one
I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?
oh no way
I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?
I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
I'm so tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
You'll be so good
You'll be so good for me