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[bestsuitordress]

i know what i should do
but i cannntt
because its too hard
its almost scary how he can change
into a completely different person
i need to do it
but chances are i wont
i seriously seriously cant believe i would let ANYONE treat me this way
especially the person who is supposed to make you feel amazing about yourself
not like an absolute piece of crap

thats the truth
i keep telling myself its me
and that it will get better
but really it will probably only get worse
my self-esteem is at an all time low