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Aug 25, 2010 10:44

To everyone I spoke to recently--I apologize. I must've said some awful things to you, but... I think I'm back to normal now. Please, if any of you had a sudden bout of--there's not many words for it--aggression? Hate? Then please talk to me. And anyone who grew any feathers or coughed blood as well. I've already heard of two cases similar enough, ( Read more... )

he's not catching a break, i am so so so sorry, so ends some terrifying shit, sob, back to normal

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radiant_will August 25 2010, 18:17:28 UTC
That's too bad. I really liked hearing about how much of a heartless murderer I am.

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best_papa_evar August 25 2010, 19:05:58 UTC
A heartless murderer doesn't slam down the phone in desperation.

You're not. I said a lot of things that I didn't believe at all.

I'm sorry.

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radiant_will August 25 2010, 21:11:50 UTC
That's all right, I forgive you.

Because I did a little thinking last night, and what you said did make me wonder why I kept killing people and risking my life. For what--Japan? I could have lived comfortably as a Britannian, but instead I was out in the ghettos, suffering among thousands of really pathetic people.

Why did I do that?

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best_papa_evar August 25 2010, 21:14:28 UTC
...

[Hooo fuck.]

You should know why you did that, right? Or have you suddenly decided to give up your prior self-made obligations?

[IT'S AN EPIDEMIC.]

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radiant_will August 25 2010, 21:39:57 UTC
Who cares? It's just an island where I happened to be born. There's nothing special about it, and there's nothing special about the people, either. All of them were either idiots or cowards.

Including me, I guess. But not anymore.

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best_papa_evar August 25 2010, 22:34:27 UTC
Kallen, you're being effected by something as well. You have to remember yourself before this mess infected you--none of the things you're telling me are your true feelings. They're just made up delusions.

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radiant_will August 25 2010, 22:48:37 UTC
You're the one that's delusional.

I learned something about you, last time we talked. You said that you died back home. I bet that means you can never go back! You're really really really stuck here, unless you just want to die for good!

At least I have a life to return to. You're no better than a walking corpse.

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best_papa_evar August 25 2010, 22:59:55 UTC
[Okay, taste of his own medicine. He can deal with that. :|a]

You need help, Kallen. You've been infected by something. Don't lose sight of what's real and what's false, or you'll hurt those you care about.

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1/2 radiant_will August 26 2010, 01:04:33 UTC
Those I care about? No worries, Hughes.

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2/2 radiant_will August 26 2010, 01:05:00 UTC
There's no one here that fits that description.

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best_papa_evar August 26 2010, 01:48:01 UTC
You're fooling yourself--no, whatever's causing this is.

You have friends who care about you. I'm one of them, and I know you have people back home you want to fight for, right??

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radiant_will August 26 2010, 05:57:12 UTC
I never said anything about the people back home. But they don't really matter, since they're not here.

I'm going to hang up again, unless you have something worthwhile to say. I doubt it, but I'll give you shot.

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best_papa_evar August 26 2010, 06:06:48 UTC
You had to have had people you care about--you're just going to throw them all away?

[And I know where you live because of beets. >B|]

Giving up on your home, your friends, your goals... That's like letting Mayfield win, to just sit here and wither away. Don't let this town take you, Kallen. Don't forget what you're fighting to escape Mayfield for!

[He's not too sure what that thing is... but there had to have been a reason for her to fight as hard as she did, to refuse this town. He had faith she was just as susceptible to breaking free as well.]

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radiant_will August 26 2010, 08:12:36 UTC
Give up what? Just like Japan or Fujimaru, any of you could suddenly get droned and be gone forever. It'll happen eventually, and I'm done wasting time giving a damn about any of you.

I'll escape Mayfield myself. In the mean time, you can stay out of my way.

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best_papa_evar August 26 2010, 08:28:05 UTC
So you're escaping a place just to abandon everything that made you want to leave? Tell me, what was your thought process when you're hand was taken from you? Did you lose it for the sake of fleeing to a place you suddenly don't care about?

You're letting the poison or whatever the hell it is manifest. You have to fight it.

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radiant_will August 26 2010, 09:04:44 UTC
I lost my hand because I did something stupid. That's all.

I'm going to fill you in on something, Hughes. If I'm infected with something, than I'm glad to be. I'm finally thinking clearly. You're the guy that's always helping people, but it doesn't have to be that way. If you're born stronger or smarter then someone else, then use it! Let them look after themselves. Strong people like us don't deserve the burden.

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