fucking sucks.

[bestofxxme]

school was gay. should'nt of went.

nobody to talk to about my feelings.

well i already knew people are fucking gay.

i just forgot, how fast the can leave.
over some stupid shit.

i miss the people i really care about.

its fucking wrong that i cant talk to them when i want.

see them nothing. its horible.

but what do i do, suck that shit up and deal with it.

i do whatever im told, let other people make desicions for me.

i dont fucking complain about anything, i just let it go.

i just wanna be happy right now. and im not, i cant say shit.

because theres nothing i can do about it .. til later at least.

i been thinking lately, alot. I just wanna start over, start from stratch for once.