I'm Sorry Alex!!!

Oct 14, 2004 15:04

Hmmm...I just got home. And i finished all the blow during skool. I went before 1st pd,after 2nd,during lunch(4th) and before 10th and I'm so nice that I shared!!! In orchestra (3rd pd) we had our try-outs for the solo today and we were being video taped!I couldnt play for shit.1)I havent practiced since last year,2)I was fucking wired so fuck that.I was real ehhh during 1st and lunch.I couldnt stop walking back and forth and talking so fast.By 10th it was all gone and Ricky wanted some so I told him to do watever was left in the bag and he did it rite in class it was funny,cuz he was stoned and then since there wasn't much left he just put in on his teeth and licked it and he couldnt talk too well. I dont really think Alex is mad at me anymore....well kinda...supposedly hes "upset" not mad.Y-day when we hung up I started crying..like literally, i hate it when ppl are mad at me.I ended up calling Cassie crying and she ended up missing the exit on the expressway so that made me laugh cuz she told me she'd call me when she'd get home and she didnt call till like an hour later cuz she ended up getting lost in some dark diserted place.

Lets see, I lent Crystal my Taking Back Sunday cd so she could make a copy and I lent Ricky my Senses Fail and From Autumn To Ashes cd. Y-day I lent Alex the Senses Fail cd and he returned it today and was satisfied, YAY! Y-day I finally talked to Cory after like 13890472358973983472 years! I miss that fucking kid.My sister's bf brought her Mcdonalds for lunch and ate with her, but who gives a shit. Jose came towards the end and I gave the little man a $1 to buy a coke. I love his clothe,especially his shirt today! Then we walked down the hall and serperated and then Alex came to my locker for like 5 seconds. I went to class and had a quiz and I know I probably failed. After that I went to my locker and got my bottle of water and Alex showed up as always and we walked to class while he was beating me. After that me and Alex went to Jeremys locker like always and then me and Alex headed to English (as always again). Then the ding ding rang during 9th and I always fill my bottle and Alex was out there.He flipped me over and that wasn't much fun, I hate the fact that he's taller and stronger than me cuz I can't do shit =( Then Emily was telling me a "secret" which I shall not tell....and I'm in!! (Emily i.m me at:blackweasle3)...I need a fucking hug and kiss I feel soooooo bad in so many ways for so many reasons.
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