sososo

Dec 10, 2003 16:35

so...what do i want?
ill tell you what i want...
what i really really want
...

yeah so i woke up early, got to school, jammed to alot of the soft pink truth/ atmosphere. i stress myself out too much in classes that arent really that stressful..and i keep myself from doing simple things...lame. yeah shiiiiiiiiiit i have a huge spanish test tomorrow...fuck. fuck. fuck.
i completely forgot to go to open studio today.. uughh i have not much time...

...yeah..so im sorta...amazed this whole thing with fertita is finally over...my parents have been fucking financially strained over this shit for years...and its all over? and now we are loaded? what the fuck? this is fucking insane.

Mom: are you awake?
Me:sorta
Mom:remember how we settled that case?
me:yeah
mom:well...what with in some reason do you want for christmas?
me:nike pumps?
mom: what about that guitar

this almost 1000$ taylor 310 i have been asking for since 7th grade..jeezzum.. yeah that would be cool..but damn...i really dont want anything..maybe some nintendo memorabilia here and there, and shoes, but outside of that...i dont really need anything..i really dont want anything either..i have what i want and need..maybe some more art shit? fuck..i have amazing guitars/ equipment already...that taylor is just...mind boggling...or maybe i can get them to spring for me a gibson?? woah..that would be amazing, but its not something i really care about. Put it together with my money for a better car? so i can get around, it would make Archway so much easier, and the only strain then would be money...which we have now...so...where is the strain? ooh god. i hate money..i hate that things can suddenly flip..i dont even get money from my parents anymore, i havent gotten money from my parents since they put me on lock down, which, would be just about a year ago..the only money i get is for food. the rest is out of my paychecks from the summer...so..anything i really want..i can have..maybe one of those digital video/still cameras? an ipod?

what i am seriously thinking about
Louis Vutton Air force ones!!
haha that would be the shiiizznit!!

maybe i could ask for a summer abroad?
japan, France, Spain? i could make that trip with andrew...

i could really do without this..
it doesnt really matter to me...

so lets think of something amazing to spend it on, or ask for?
something that really matters, something that will still matter...

maybe go towards the summer vacation fund...which was 7$ ...i have absolutely no clue what i want for christmas...or what in the hell to do with these new found freedoms.. but money is what binds us all in...

give me an idea of priceless

-michael
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