who knew?
i really came into my own this year. Idk what it was, maybe it was brett being away at school or maybe it was just me growing up and whatnot, but somehow i became someone i like. I'm really happy with my friends, my school life, my social life, my family life, and myself as a person. I know who i am and i'm excited to meet new people and not have to try and be someone i'm not, mainly because i dont feel the need to. I hope more people become happy with who they are, it's a great feeling and is really comforting.
one ap left, then my senior year of highschool is basically over. who the fuck knows where my life went? because i dont. time flew by so fast i'm on my way to college in just a few short months. I went into the city the other weekend and met up with a bunch of prospective ithaca kids, and i had a great time. I had to go in a little late since i was working at the bakery so i didnt feel like 100% in the loop but it was still a lot of fun and i met a lot of really fun people that i'm excited to go to school with. ugh i need to fill out housing shit. uuugggghhhhhh life moves to fast i just want to chill the fuck out and lay out in the sun and get tan.
proms in a week and one day.
that means my solo is in a weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek.
notice the emphasized "eek" in there. it shold be fine. oh and violin recital this week? h'oh kay. whatever.
i got a senior solo for liyo, which is really cool. ive always wanted a solo with liyo but at the same time i didnt, mainly because i dont do anything outstanding with music. all the soloists in the past have done like julliard prep and saratoga string festival and tanglewood and blah blah blah blah one impressive experience after another in their bios, and mines going to be like "hi i'm aimee i like to play the violin." whatever i'll figure out something to do, it's pretty much the least of my worries. except the fact that i'm pretty intimidated by all the other soloists. whatever. i have friiiiieeennndsss in liyo, finally. i'm so excited about it. haha it only took about 3 years! i kindof actually look forward to sunday mornings sometimes. whatever not especially.
aghioguanfguadngfgnjadf;g adufgna life is soooo crazy right now. ap eco tomw<--lets hope grabey baby worked his magic on us.