awesome meme thanks to Explorer_fam
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1. whilst i do sometimes wonder what would have happened if things had worked out slightly differently, im grateful how they turned out. just wish that you lived a bit closer so we could meet up for coffee occasionally. and that you weren't always so insular.
2. i have a lot of respect for your values and you are a generally great person. but sometimes you *have* to have the attention, so you bring everything around to you. and then complain that other people do that ANd how unfair that is. perhaps you should listen to yourself sometimes.
3. i love the fact that despite not having seen you in a long time, we can still chat just as much, and with as much depth as we used to when we lived int he same place.
4. you should have known better. you've known me a long time. through that time ive shown you unfailing loyalty. despite being the one who's 'alright to be around if nothing more interesting is happening'. you honestly think i don't know that's what you do? but hey. thats what you get for believing in a person...
5. geographically further away than my other friends COMBINED, i always feel that you 'get' me better.. even if we don't talk as often as i would like... but i'm grateful to have met you. often you make me feel a little less misunderstood. thank you.
6. i enjoy spending time with you, even if i think you do keep me at arms length. i wish i could show you that you don't need to. and that the mammoth conversations we've had at silly o clock for at least one of us would return.
7. i miss you. i love the fact we're back in touch, but honestly i think i'd probably see you more often if we lived in different cities, if only because we'd actually organise things properly if that were the case!!!
8. i don't think you will ever realise just how much of a covert infulence you have been on my life. its strage to think that i met you over 16 years ago, and i never expected to still know you, but i am very glad i do, and im so glad that you defy a lot of conventions. more of you are needed in this world.
9. still undecided about you. you have a lot of the qualities i value in a friend. but you also don't return the favour sometimes. thats thoughtlessness more than anything tho... and i don't hold it against you. not one bit.
10. thank you for always trying to make time for me. your efforts don't go unnoticesd and you are truly appreciated.