stuff and whatnot...
so im on the hospital prep regime again.... i have been for a few days now... this time ive also been trying to fight off a bug.. somewhat unsuccessfully i might add. i dont sound like a seal so much today which i did for other bits of the week.. butits moving slowly now, and i really really need to try and get it sorted because not being able to eat ANYTHING healthy makes it very hard to fight off....
its also just been a very hard few days.. which earlier in the week saw me feeling the worst id felt in quite a long time... and i ended up hacking my hair off.... frustration and anger and all kinds of other stuff i had to get out... now its had a couple of days to settle, its not too terrible, but still needs sorting out... found out that south tyneside college have an open salon for their students, so i can go get a proper haircut for £3 which is pretty darned cool...
its been a long week at work as well.... havcing been off last week, and then a fairly slow week as well has left me climbing the walls a little as well as being less than 100%
add to that sleeping badly, nightmares and cold sweats last night :-( as well as the accompany pain from cramps and other things that lack of nutrients is causing... im being a little grumpy... and am sorry if you end up on the receiving end.
the weekend will be the hardest.. but for now i think im just going to try and get some sleep...
its also just been a very hard few days.. which earlier in the week saw me feeling the worst id felt in quite a long time... and i ended up hacking my hair off.... frustration and anger and all kinds of other stuff i had to get out... now its had a couple of days to settle, its not too terrible, but still needs sorting out... found out that south tyneside college have an open salon for their students, so i can go get a proper haircut for £3 which is pretty darned cool...
its been a long week at work as well.... havcing been off last week, and then a fairly slow week as well has left me climbing the walls a little as well as being less than 100%
add to that sleeping badly, nightmares and cold sweats last night :-( as well as the accompany pain from cramps and other things that lack of nutrients is causing... im being a little grumpy... and am sorry if you end up on the receiving end.
the weekend will be the hardest.. but for now i think im just going to try and get some sleep...