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cos ive been ill and dont like whining on lj...
had a fluey thing, so was off work wednesday onwards. i tried going in on friday, but was packed off back home agaon...
the snow continues to fall... last night we had another few inches, and at least 6 hours continuous sustained fall, t the point where this afternoon when i tried to take the rubbish out i found i couldnt actually open the door to get to the yard... which is kinda exciting.. if irritating as well
im feeling a bit better now, and sinuses/ears are clearing a bit which will help some, and if the weather is ok tomorrow im going to try and go for a walk...
not really a lot to report, things are slowly moving, whether or not they are going in the right direction is a different question but its better than stagnation..
i dont think ill ever stop asking questions... and i dont think its necessarily a bad thign as long as the questions have a purpose..
lots of questions about all things spiritual at the moment more than anything... i know these things come in cycles, and i can remember posting to one of my blogs similar questions a long time ago now... and im still no nearer to an answer i guess.. but organised religion certainly isnt the way to go for me... so i guess working out what you dont want is positive in terms of being a little closer to what you do...
wasnt it edison who, when interviewed about his 'faliures at inventing the lightbulb said "actually i just discovered 10000 ways not to make a light bulb... "
my goals for this year are ongoing ones i think... learn to look after myself a bit better/more regularly which can be taken in many different ways i know.... if you want specifics, continue losing some weight - slipped a bit over christmas and with being ill but its nothing i cant fix, and im still on net loss so far so this is good... i have my target to reach which will remain secret but im in no rush to get there :) to taking time out - being in the flat on my own helps there... and not trying to be perfect and cope with things when i obviously cant... admitting i need help etc... but all sorts of stuff.. maybe another post...
working out what i want to do... no rush on this again....
yeah lots of stuff... certainly dont want to make a list to tick off, cause i dont expect it all to be done this year...
one goal that will hopefully be fixed nect weekend though that the ps2 gets plugged into the tv!
next saturday sees yule burns at christmas night... seasonal belated celebration if anyone bothers to turn up.... should be good though if it happens..
also got another hospital appt coming up which im kinda secretly crapping myself over... but ed is coming up for a few days so thats sorted out in terms of practicalities...
got a day out
had a fluey thing, so was off work wednesday onwards. i tried going in on friday, but was packed off back home agaon...
the snow continues to fall... last night we had another few inches, and at least 6 hours continuous sustained fall, t the point where this afternoon when i tried to take the rubbish out i found i couldnt actually open the door to get to the yard... which is kinda exciting.. if irritating as well
im feeling a bit better now, and sinuses/ears are clearing a bit which will help some, and if the weather is ok tomorrow im going to try and go for a walk...
not really a lot to report, things are slowly moving, whether or not they are going in the right direction is a different question but its better than stagnation..
i dont think ill ever stop asking questions... and i dont think its necessarily a bad thign as long as the questions have a purpose..
lots of questions about all things spiritual at the moment more than anything... i know these things come in cycles, and i can remember posting to one of my blogs similar questions a long time ago now... and im still no nearer to an answer i guess.. but organised religion certainly isnt the way to go for me... so i guess working out what you dont want is positive in terms of being a little closer to what you do...
wasnt it edison who, when interviewed about his 'faliures at inventing the lightbulb said "actually i just discovered 10000 ways not to make a light bulb... "
my goals for this year are ongoing ones i think... learn to look after myself a bit better/more regularly which can be taken in many different ways i know.... if you want specifics, continue losing some weight - slipped a bit over christmas and with being ill but its nothing i cant fix, and im still on net loss so far so this is good... i have my target to reach which will remain secret but im in no rush to get there :) to taking time out - being in the flat on my own helps there... and not trying to be perfect and cope with things when i obviously cant... admitting i need help etc... but all sorts of stuff.. maybe another post...
working out what i want to do... no rush on this again....
yeah lots of stuff... certainly dont want to make a list to tick off, cause i dont expect it all to be done this year...
one goal that will hopefully be fixed nect weekend though that the ps2 gets plugged into the tv!
next saturday sees yule burns at christmas night... seasonal belated celebration if anyone bothers to turn up.... should be good though if it happens..
also got another hospital appt coming up which im kinda secretly crapping myself over... but ed is coming up for a few days so thats sorted out in terms of practicalities...
got a day out